and bleak
unpredictable stresses, he feels
there can be a certain plain and
repeatable
order to his sleep—where
he might dream—
simply
of perfectly
calm and full oceans—not contained,
for not complete,
inside any such
tall glass as might convey
even the most fleeting
feeling of momentary optimism—
and with
absolutely no bubbles
to flatter
or define them at their edges.
And then
when he wakes, he might dare
to imagine
having imagined—
that the whole world
has stopped
and slept in his wake;
and when he rises again
to move—in pastel light,
through a kindlier space,
that the whole world is leaping forward
with him—rekindled
and a little
less confused.
to move—in pastel light,
through a kindlier space,
that the whole world is leaping forward
with him—rekindled
and a little
less confused.