grim off-
white—
cap
a little
hairlinecracked—
lowerjaw long
gone—and emphatically
made manifest
across your
deliberately
perpendicular tibias—a gimmick;
just a small
hack
for remembering—
that
harm—
especially
that
kind masquerading as
help—is the oldest
and holiest
trick
in the book.
Friday, October 31, 2014
Thursday, October 30, 2014
SONG OF ACHILLES
Wait wait
wait—so let
me get this straight;
the whole stupid race—ain't even
quite
finished yet
when its
oldest—and by
far the most
famous
strider—just face-
plants and
gets disqualified?—Dang,
guess maybe it was just
starting to look
too pretty?
too pretty—too
pretty tired—after
mile-
after-magnificant-
ly mucilaginous mile!
of strivin'
so hard—
to constantly keep all that
goddamned and
hot runny
calcium—ossified!
wait—so let
me get this straight;
the whole stupid race—ain't even
quite
finished yet
when its
oldest—and by
far the most
famous
strider—just face-
plants and
gets disqualified?—Dang,
guess maybe it was just
starting to look
too pretty?
too pretty—too
pretty tired—after
mile-
after-magnificant-
ly mucilaginous mile!
of strivin'
so hard—
to constantly keep all that
goddamned and
hot runny
calcium—ossified!
Wednesday, October 29, 2014
WHATEVER—
Ten a.m.
already and—still
that chilly
but ardent—but sleepy
old sun superior
is up there—somewhere
above the blue brusque city,
softly
chuckling and
yawning—and of course
tugging—away at
his extrathick
pearl autumn covers
and mumbling—You just go right ahead there
gentle-
businessmen! Endeavor!
to keep
starting your cantankerous
leafblower engines!
so sure and square-
ly pointed
as I know
they are surely—and irrevocably
into that
much younger,
blithe and—so much more
hopelessly eager—Lake
Michigan wind!
already and—still
that chilly
but ardent—but sleepy
old sun superior
is up there—somewhere
above the blue brusque city,
softly
chuckling and
yawning—and of course
tugging—away at
his extrathick
pearl autumn covers
and mumbling—You just go right ahead there
gentle-
businessmen! Endeavor!
to keep
starting your cantankerous
leafblower engines!
so sure and square-
ly pointed
as I know
they are surely—and irrevocably
into that
much younger,
blithe and—so much more
hopelessly eager—Lake
Michigan wind!
Tuesday, October 28, 2014
DRY
What I definitely
meant
back there—was that
my legs—
don't feel the least
bit!
like wet cement;
what I think
I must
have accidentally
said—right before I
quickly
dropped
down dead—was something
clunky
about lead instead.
meant
back there—was that
my legs—
don't feel the least
bit!
like wet cement;
what I think
I must
have accidentally
said—right before I
quickly
dropped
down dead—was something
clunky
about lead instead.
Monday, October 27, 2014
PROCLAMATION
We hesitate herein
to emancipate the trick—but now think
it perfectly consonant
to admit—America
gets built
like this—every time an Eagle sings
Take It Easy—
overhead
in falsetto
on a waiting room radio—
another built-to-be
perpetually
almostdone highway
cambered and jack-
hammering from suburb to suburb—so much less
sober
and circumspect
than the old legend
is—nonetheless
unanimously
re-
branded—Abraham Lincoln.
to emancipate the trick—but now think
it perfectly consonant
to admit—America
gets built
like this—every time an Eagle sings
Take It Easy—
overhead
in falsetto
on a waiting room radio—
another built-to-be
perpetually
almostdone highway
cambered and jack-
hammering from suburb to suburb—so much less
sober
and circumspect
than the old legend
is—nonetheless
unanimously
re-
branded—Abraham Lincoln.
Friday, October 24, 2014
MAKING VINEGAR
Wasn't it all just
so lame!—how when
push came
to shove—late last
night
at around five
in the would-
be ripe
climax of morning—and the
moonstomached and
rotting old
God of the past
finally bucked-
up against
that wine red and salty bright
wave of the future—
the skirmish that
necessarily followed
only resulted—inexorably
in a slow dribbling
slobber—of
pisscloudy purple?
so lame!—how when
push came
to shove—late last
night
at around five
in the would-
be ripe
climax of morning—and the
moonstomached and
rotting old
God of the past
finally bucked-
up against
that wine red and salty bright
wave of the future—
the skirmish that
necessarily followed
only resulted—inexorably
in a slow dribbling
slobber—of
pisscloudy purple?
Thursday, October 23, 2014
BOLOGNA
Dang it
Aidan—
this is a little nuts
but I'm willing
to own up—
that wherever there's
good luck
and low-fives
and pushes coming
to shoves,
you can pretty safely
lop-off any
of those yucky
corner parts
you don't love—
so long as
in return, you just
trust them
when each
of those
stubborn items
begins begging to insist
that you never
dare try
to cope alone
with the tremendousness
of however
many other
mouths like yours
one could feed
off of
nearly seven years!-
worth of
chopped-off
sandwich crusts.
Aidan—
this is a little nuts
but I'm willing
to own up—
that wherever there's
good luck
and low-fives
and pushes coming
to shoves,
you can pretty safely
lop-off any
of those yucky
corner parts
you don't love—
so long as
in return, you just
trust them
when each
of those
stubborn items
begins begging to insist
that you never
dare try
to cope alone
with the tremendousness
of however
many other
mouths like yours
one could feed
off of
nearly seven years!-
worth of
chopped-off
sandwich crusts.
Wednesday, October 22, 2014
KNOT
How can it be?—that now
all
the scree
and the bold rubble
that your tough and immodest-
ly dead
grandmother ever was
to you—
an off-limits series
of dark carpeted
stiff rooms—plastic and overloaded
with huge oak
bowls of odd-
numbered and fluke-
shaped white-
striped penny candies—the vague hazel
stubborn reek of an indiscreet
liquor cabinet—littered always
with portraits,
with glossy poker chips, with that chipped amber
bust of Franz Liszt—the smell
of which was compounded
no less often—by the impressions
of about a hundred million
stuckon gummy savory
ghosts of some
much older country—fanning out from within
the dank and cramped
olive oil kitchen;
how can it be—that now
all
of these ponderous things
rise to your mind—so weightless-
ly quick and easily?
whenever
you so much as—glance down
at the dumb
blue vein now jutting
out from your own
rather stubborn—and
increasingly leathery hand.
all
the scree
and the bold rubble
that your tough and immodest-
ly dead
grandmother ever was
to you—
an off-limits series
of dark carpeted
stiff rooms—plastic and overloaded
with huge oak
bowls of odd-
numbered and fluke-
shaped white-
striped penny candies—the vague hazel
stubborn reek of an indiscreet
liquor cabinet—littered always
with portraits,
with glossy poker chips, with that chipped amber
bust of Franz Liszt—the smell
of which was compounded
no less often—by the impressions
of about a hundred million
stuckon gummy savory
ghosts of some
much older country—fanning out from within
the dank and cramped
olive oil kitchen;
how can it be—that now
all
of these ponderous things
rise to your mind—so weightless-
ly quick and easily?
whenever
you so much as—glance down
at the dumb
blue vein now jutting
out from your own
rather stubborn—and
increasingly leathery hand.
Tuesday, October 21, 2014
WORKS PROGRESS
On the bright side—if you weren't so ensconced
in such a
rather stiff
and gray
nonchalance yourself—
you would likely
burn out—
long before ever even
coming close
to looking
up and appreciating—the morning shift's huge
and shiftless
daub of clouds—a whole crew just sort of loafing
around—so beautifully
unruffled—
and detached
from their
vocation—cold-patching
all—or some
or most—
of the holes
in a public space that sure didn't
seem to need
any
fixing yesterday—
in such a
rather stiff
and gray
nonchalance yourself—
you would likely
burn out—
long before ever even
coming close
to looking
up and appreciating—the morning shift's huge
and shiftless
daub of clouds—a whole crew just sort of loafing
around—so beautifully
unruffled—
and detached
from their
vocation—cold-patching
all—or some
or most—
of the holes
in a public space that sure didn't
seem to need
any
fixing yesterday—
Monday, October 20, 2014
NET OF GEMS
Right before
finally agreeing
it might be good see someone—you realized
something
might be off because—
the number
of perfect pearls
of autumn rainwater—now
beaded—
still
and clear
on a fallen yellow
spear—of a cool
thin and narrow leaf lying
and glinting back
up in the
quickening sun—was
somewhat disappointingly—
one off
from your lucky one—
finally agreeing
it might be good see someone—you realized
something
might be off because—
the number
of perfect pearls
of autumn rainwater—now
beaded—
still
and clear
on a fallen yellow
spear—of a cool
thin and narrow leaf lying
and glinting back
up in the
quickening sun—was
somewhat disappointingly—
one off
from your lucky one—
Sunday, October 19, 2014
PURLOINED
Feels crooked
to suggest—this crusty
cardboard
sign—splayed streetwise
out beside
its signature
semi-
supine figure
and beckoning—Every
Little Bit Helps
have
reckoned—with these
pockets bulging-
full of toothpicks.
Friday, October 17, 2014
ODE TO THE ROAD TAKEN
Having—already attended
the goddamn
thing this far—I thought;
might
as well lower
your rented ear
down
to this—American ground
and just accept—right here
the final
verdict as rendered.
It's not as if—The Dream
is over—
I heard—then waited
for
the better
part
of an hour
before finally appending—on my own
as I rose
with a smirk
it's more like—
the dream is ended.
the goddamn
thing this far—I thought;
might
as well lower
your rented ear
down
to this—American ground
and just accept—right here
the final
verdict as rendered.
It's not as if—The Dream
is over—
I heard—then waited
for
the better
part
of an hour
before finally appending—on my own
as I rose
with a smirk
it's more like—
the dream is ended.
Thursday, October 16, 2014
FIRST RESPONDER
Accosted
at another—spindling brown
and perfectly
charcoal black
corner of the westside—
by sirens
and feeling
the proud belabored
throbbing—of their
idling diesel engines;
the very
first thing
I manage to wonder
is—not even
whether
but—how well
such a mad operation
ports to network television.
at another—spindling brown
and perfectly
charcoal black
corner of the westside—
by sirens
and feeling
the proud belabored
throbbing—of their
idling diesel engines;
the very
first thing
I manage to wonder
is—not even
whether
but—how well
such a mad operation
ports to network television.
Wednesday, October 15, 2014
SAUER
Gnawing—I suspect
a good bit
more
intently
than I meant—on the scrawny thin
pith of a toothpick
in my kitchen—alone
I supposed
until presently visited
by this—situationless feeling;
of first each
and then every
teeming gland
beginning to itch
up and down—howling
ululating twitching—until
a billion bloody vessels dilating
pulsing—then squeezing
tighter
to strangle
tiny drops
of salty water—
out of both corners
of my two big ugly mock eyeballs bugging-
out over
hot nostrils
now bawling after
whatever—
incredible disaster
is fermenting
away—over there
in a fruitfly feted
crock in the pale corner.
a good bit
more
intently
than I meant—on the scrawny thin
pith of a toothpick
in my kitchen—alone
I supposed
until presently visited
by this—situationless feeling;
of first each
and then every
teeming gland
beginning to itch
up and down—howling
ululating twitching—until
a billion bloody vessels dilating
pulsing—then squeezing
tighter
to strangle
tiny drops
of salty water—
out of both corners
of my two big ugly mock eyeballs bugging-
out over
hot nostrils
now bawling after
whatever—
incredible disaster
is fermenting
away—over there
in a fruitfly feted
crock in the pale corner.
Tuesday, October 14, 2014
COUNTERPOISE—
Don't look up now
runner—your good old
familiar
marquee is all
of a
suddenly missing—as
erstwhile bold
whole
streetsides full
of gold-
dappled umbrellas
clap shut
or else—slap
so wet and tempestuously upwards.
Although—don't
you dare regard
down below either—where spitupon roads
hiss to hear the tires
and the waffle-
iron soles
of so many other hale hikers'
formerly so
uninhibited vehicles—
now weakly
dribbling
away
their ambitions.
runner—your good old
familiar
marquee is all
of a
suddenly missing—as
erstwhile bold
whole
streetsides full
of gold-
dappled umbrellas
clap shut
or else—slap
so wet and tempestuously upwards.
Although—don't
you dare regard
down below either—where spitupon roads
hiss to hear the tires
and the waffle-
iron soles
of so many other hale hikers'
formerly so
uninhibited vehicles—
now weakly
dribbling
away
their ambitions.
Monday, October 13, 2014
LEGEND OF ZELDA
Kate—if it wasn't so
true
it'd seem downright
spooky—how
any damned
and costumed—
Halloween
queen can dance
and jive
in undead platform
shoes—but only you
are alive
enough—to
hectically
juke—in Kokiri boots.
true
it'd seem downright
spooky—how
any damned
and costumed—
Halloween
queen can dance
and jive
in undead platform
shoes—but only you
are alive
enough—to
hectically
juke—in Kokiri boots.
PASSIVE VOICE
All along
the detached diagonal
corridor—monday
morning's foggy
West Town brand
of older
young men—
gaunt
but
vague and bravely
late in rising—
stepping each
outside
so cagey
to light
a fluke cigarette
in near-
perfect
unison
with each
of his disconsolate neighbors—
looks
to me—not at all
coincidentally—
perfect in whatever clothes.
the detached diagonal
corridor—monday
morning's foggy
West Town brand
of older
young men—
gaunt
but
vague and bravely
late in rising—
stepping each
outside
so cagey
to light
a fluke cigarette
in near-
perfect
unison
with each
of his disconsolate neighbors—
looks
to me—not at all
coincidentally—
perfect in whatever clothes.
Friday, October 10, 2014
SECCO
Retire! and rest
those overripe
throats now
all you—blessed fat
bands
of little finches!
Charmed
though
our cottonbrown
bedraggled sidewalks are—
by
your catchpenny
dotted quarter
profusions of chirping;
a thicker pall—
of dull
autumn now calls—for a
somewhat less supple
frugal black
outline—unaccompanied
of just—once in a windgust
a single
and
distant—
desiccated caw.
those overripe
throats now
all you—blessed fat
bands
of little finches!
Charmed
though
our cottonbrown
bedraggled sidewalks are—
by
your catchpenny
dotted quarter
profusions of chirping;
a thicker pall—
of dull
autumn now calls—for a
somewhat less supple
frugal black
outline—unaccompanied
of just—once in a windgust
a single
and
distant—
desiccated caw.
Thursday, October 9, 2014
BAZAAR
Strange—but long
after
the moment
is over—I still just can't
stop myself
from
graphically picturing—
the steel
glossy blueeyes and fierce leather-
drawn
tips of the woman—
behind the smart
flossy card-
table's
spindles of fingers—
steadily
darning
away in her kitchen—
day after next—
any!
such insolent
slight imperfections—in wool
puppy sweaters.
after
the moment
is over—I still just can't
stop myself
from
graphically picturing—
the steel
glossy blueeyes and fierce leather-
drawn
tips of the woman—
behind the smart
flossy card-
table's
spindles of fingers—
steadily
darning
away in her kitchen—
day after next—
any!
such insolent
slight imperfections—in wool
puppy sweaters.
Wednesday, October 8, 2014
PEDESTRIAN
When finally—ultimately
mere inches away
from
the sheer quaking hissing and
chromeswollen bulk
of
the odd—yet rectangular
Company 19;
the most steady thought
I can still think
conspicuously—is
fire-
engine
red's—about right.
mere inches away
from
the sheer quaking hissing and
chromeswollen bulk
of
the odd—yet rectangular
Company 19;
the most steady thought
I can still think
conspicuously—is
fire-
engine
red's—about right.
Tuesday, October 7, 2014
COME TOGETHER
Perfectly ordinary
wednesday—
or tuesday? Here you come,
eventually,
grooving up slowly—
in band aids,
with knees nagging,
with bad sound
and a few crotchety
rashes, et. cetera—in shy shoes and
shambling—
out past
the usual
old hats and
flat tops;
those pretty blue cinders
and glinting,
shards of tempered
brown glass,
and those shabby
black plastic liquor
bags windswhirling, and things like that—
until—presently
spotting
the—hardly
rare either—shiny little sidewalk penny.
Except that
this!—is exactly
where
the rest—
of the
band kicks back in.
wednesday—
or tuesday? Here you come,
eventually,
grooving up slowly—
in band aids,
with knees nagging,
with bad sound
and a few crotchety
rashes, et. cetera—in shy shoes and
shambling—
out past
the usual
old hats and
flat tops;
those pretty blue cinders
and glinting,
shards of tempered
brown glass,
and those shabby
black plastic liquor
bags windswhirling, and things like that—
until—presently
spotting
the—hardly
rare either—shiny little sidewalk penny.
Except that
this!—is exactly
where
the rest—
of the
band kicks back in.
Monday, October 6, 2014
RECAPITULATION
Sausaged
blunt
and rudely—
in soot-
dark and bad
early
rough drafts of overalls—
pockmarked,
stockingcapped,
shouting—
past hastening
of hammerbangs, of
ladder clank,
of asphalt
shingles crashlanding—somehow
the entire army
of slovenly,
ruddyfaced
roofers—next door to me
is really—
doing
a very lovely job.
blunt
and rudely—
in soot-
dark and bad
early
rough drafts of overalls—
pockmarked,
stockingcapped,
shouting—
past hastening
of hammerbangs, of
ladder clank,
of asphalt
shingles crashlanding—somehow
the entire army
of slovenly,
ruddyfaced
roofers—next door to me
is really—
doing
a very lovely job.
Friday, October 3, 2014
RESPITE
What? on earth
is rain—if not first
and foremost—a word
wrung
from fountain
pens—for plenty
of
plain waterfalling—then flung
back out onto
the world
that supplied it?
But then—
which? and what
kind—
and where?
and how and how many—? Plainly
this sort—of
vast indoor
work—desperately
needs some more revising.
Luckily—it's raining out;
so now—the best application
of that
word—is mercy.
Thursday, October 2, 2014
STRICKEN
Embarrassed to say—I may
have wasted
too much precious
time beholding
the stooped old neighborhood
woman—sweeping
with rote economy—
meager concrete
steps this morning—fleetingly clear
of their discommodiously
clean-
looking trust of rich yellow leaves.
have wasted
too much precious
time beholding
the stooped old neighborhood
woman—sweeping
with rote economy—
meager concrete
steps this morning—fleetingly clear
of their discommodiously
clean-
looking trust of rich yellow leaves.
Wednesday, October 1, 2014
NONPAREIL
First full moment of October—soft
but adroitly
midtempo waltzing
streetside with little
equanimous Lucy—nosing
among apropos troves
of downed brownish leaves
crunching, free news-
papers crisp and windstrewn and so-on—
with such aplomb
for hidden soft spots
in the sidewalks
on which to whirl
then doubleback and park
and piss quick—
and me there
no socks and sneakers—chilly looking after
her long low
back, as ever—
feeling tickled, but
not laughing.
but adroitly
midtempo waltzing
streetside with little
equanimous Lucy—nosing
among apropos troves
of downed brownish leaves
crunching, free news-
papers crisp and windstrewn and so-on—
with such aplomb
for hidden soft spots
in the sidewalks
on which to whirl
then doubleback and park
and piss quick—
and me there
no socks and sneakers—chilly looking after
her long low
back, as ever—
feeling tickled, but
not laughing.
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