And—just before
she left, Old April
turned, welled-
up
a little,
bit and said—oh blessed!
be these kind
and low
and scrawny brown pine branches;
and ever
may they grow still
taller, healthy and well-
appointed kelly here without me!—before
anointing them
each
so delicately—
with the very last drops of her
own personal
oracular treasure-
trove of
leftover rainwater.
Wednesday, April 30, 2014
Tuesday, April 29, 2014
SERMON ON THE LAWN
God's just the most colorful
name we've
got going—
for impossibly!
far afield
events—in that one single
precious and still-
tractable
first moment
after their happening—like
when you just blinked
you tired afternoon
eyes once
back there—and afterwards
gradually
coaxed each
of your pupils
into acknowledging
there were—
absolutely!
dandelions everywhere.
name we've
got going—
for impossibly!
far afield
events—in that one single
precious and still-
tractable
first moment
after their happening—like
when you just blinked
you tired afternoon
eyes once
back there—and afterwards
gradually
coaxed each
of your pupils
into acknowledging
there were—
absolutely!
dandelions everywhere.
FEATURE ATTRACTION
Seduced—and even a little
blinded
by a cloud-
shy
but diamond
white
advertisement for sunlight—I am suddenly
thoroughly confused—as to
which one
I'm even
out here in April's
bristling open-air
theater watching for—
that lusty full-
color motion picture
of bees
buzzing and sweet pink
wind stirring up wide-
smiling marzipan tulips set to music?—Or those
considerably under-
exposed—but even
more tantalizing
trailers of quiet
slender—and ever-
present
tense moments just before?
blinded
by a cloud-
shy
but diamond
white
advertisement for sunlight—I am suddenly
thoroughly confused—as to
which one
I'm even
out here in April's
bristling open-air
theater watching for—
that lusty full-
color motion picture
of bees
buzzing and sweet pink
wind stirring up wide-
smiling marzipan tulips set to music?—Or those
considerably under-
exposed—but even
more tantalizing
trailers of quiet
slender—and ever-
present
tense moments just before?
Monday, April 28, 2014
FIREBOMBING
I know this is barely
more than a wanton
and crude
circumlocution—but really
nothing
knocks you over faster
when you're
pushing—grim and
windblown—past
another stiff parapet
of noon gloom
than—basically anything!
buffeted towards you
so aggressively
fried-
up hot—and wafting
cruelly from their guileful
stainless
casings-
full of peanut oil.
more than a wanton
and crude
circumlocution—but really
nothing
knocks you over faster
when you're
pushing—grim and
windblown—past
another stiff parapet
of noon gloom
than—basically anything!
buffeted towards you
so aggressively
fried-
up hot—and wafting
cruelly from their guileful
stainless
casings-
full of peanut oil.
Friday, April 25, 2014
FORTISSISSISSIMO!
The most
poetic instrument
of them all
there—in the whole
of the impossibly gleaming
gold orchestra hall
has actually
got to be—those hopeless-
ly clunky
gargantuan round
and
bronze-ugly tympani!
Nothing else in sight
they could play
quite makes an emphatic
racket like that;
and nothing more delightful
I could
possibly write—
would ever come across so uncouthly
illimitable—
and matter of fact!
Thursday, April 24, 2014
WAXED
Once I felt
so hungry—staring
down the table
at a pretty gala—
my hunger
caved
and swallowed
itself
and emptiness—
poured forth instead.
Then I
knew—that redness
was real;
that the roundness
and the gloss were too.
The only thing
that wasn't—was the realness
of that apple.
so hungry—staring
down the table
at a pretty gala—
my hunger
caved
and swallowed
itself
and emptiness—
poured forth instead.
Then I
knew—that redness
was real;
that the roundness
and the gloss were too.
The only thing
that wasn't—was the realness
of that apple.
CONTRAST RATIO
Balancing tricky
in her red
light rearview—
the bushy frazzled
apparition of
a realistic
woman's head—
with one
hand
raised and repeatedly
lashing
quick mascara—simultaneously manages
to wander
back
behind her and offer—
a little shade
to your
own light impatience!
in her red
light rearview—
the bushy frazzled
apparition of
a realistic
woman's head—
with one
hand
raised and repeatedly
lashing
quick mascara—simultaneously manages
to wander
back
behind her and offer—
a little shade
to your
own light impatience!
Wednesday, April 23, 2014
GENTRY
Even the slick
native
riverfront waterfowl
ordinarily heedless
iridescent arrows
that advertise freshly each morning
their same old
bold claims
on the whole
of the long
skinny
tall
slanted Kingsbury corridor—
seem more
than a little
caught-
up in our latest development—
this mad
and
gluttonous rush for something
so undigestible—
called free parking.
Tuesday, April 22, 2014
BAUDRILLARD SATISFIED
Up all night
drinking
thunder-
cloud water—for better or
worse—the grass
in the morning
looks so Crayola-
Green to me.
DEATH OF A TREE
Over and over
again—to your own
darkly folded-
up and
stiff self
you'll try muttering
something
a little snappier
like—time is so huge!
and so
vast! and
so giant—and you'll
eventually feel
the fine province
of your own
mentality expanding—
like you could spread
your hardening
hands wide
and grab hold of
bold lots of it!—suddenly;
without ever even
coming close
to exhausting a stitch of it.
Only—by the late afternoon
on which any
of that happens
you may come
to be bent
by just such a gracious
and soft realization—
that you don't really have
to keep reaching
for the
inexhaustible,
let alone continue
to wear
such a stiflingly
unlimited—
crown of it anymore.
again—to your own
darkly folded-
up and
stiff self
you'll try muttering
something
a little snappier
like—time is so huge!
and so
vast! and
so giant—and you'll
eventually feel
the fine province
of your own
mentality expanding—
like you could spread
your hardening
hands wide
and grab hold of
bold lots of it!—suddenly;
without ever even
coming close
to exhausting a stitch of it.
Only—by the late afternoon
on which any
of that happens
you may come
to be bent
by just such a gracious
and soft realization—
that you don't really have
to keep reaching
for the
inexhaustible,
let alone continue
to wear
such a stiflingly
unlimited—
crown of it anymore.
Monday, April 21, 2014
FORMER LANDSCAPE
Foggy toasted
leaves of oolong—yes
I know! you're such
a curious—
but generous
antithesis—to fresh deserted hills of Monday
afternoon rainclothes!
CHEAP TRICKS
Silence all! And if
you please—stand
back folks! and make
a little
rarefied
space
for the crazy-
wise rambling
and fantastical liturgy
of one little divinely-
inspired
Merlin of a bird—
who's perched tough
and whistling
feverishly, conjuring-
up bits of those
sweet shoots
of the good white stuff!
(the kind
all your best warmweather
concoctions require!)—out
from somewhere
just underneath himself
on the brambly magnolia bush
(the one that he alone!
appears
to sit so
completely
on top of)—
without even
so much
as
consulting the missal book!
you please—stand
back folks! and make
a little
rarefied
space
for the crazy-
wise rambling
and fantastical liturgy
of one little divinely-
inspired
Merlin of a bird—
who's perched tough
and whistling
feverishly, conjuring-
up bits of those
sweet shoots
of the good white stuff!
(the kind
all your best warmweather
concoctions require!)—out
from somewhere
just underneath himself
on the brambly magnolia bush
(the one that he alone!
appears
to sit so
completely
on top of)—
without even
so much
as
consulting the missal book!
Sunday, April 20, 2014
Friday, April 18, 2014
FOLD AND TEAR THIS STUB ALONG PERFORATION
Here's your handy portable
model of how
now—after
just one
more specific reinterpretation
things
are not really
things—they're just processes.
Even your intense!
motivation
to follow
these directions—was much less
a thought—
than a
realization.
Thursday, April 17, 2014
A STRANGE TRIANGLE
Once—and still
whenever
I'm feeling
at least
a little bit—less analytic;
I remember
to keep
on fostering
each of all three of you—
famously tall and
curiously cornmeal-
brown waterfowl—and
ahistorically small
and eager floppy
eared dinosaur!—and
of course grace-
fully elongated—yet narrow
as ever
arcane and
unaccountable—furry hot-
dog of a
third thing—
that nonetheless
so very
right and quite
soundly—
sleeps nestled
perfectly at home
in the space
between its two others
and neatly keeps
the whole
absurd thing—bound together.
whenever
I'm feeling
at least
a little bit—less analytic;
I remember
to keep
on fostering
each of all three of you—
famously tall and
curiously cornmeal-
brown waterfowl—and
ahistorically small
and eager floppy
eared dinosaur!—and
of course grace-
fully elongated—yet narrow
as ever
arcane and
unaccountable—furry hot-
dog of a
third thing—
that nonetheless
so very
right and quite
soundly—
sleeps nestled
perfectly at home
in the space
between its two others
and neatly keeps
the whole
absurd thing—bound together.
Wednesday, April 16, 2014
BLUSTERY ANTHROPOMORPHISM
The wind's
so
huge this
after-
noon—I bet
even
that fat
hawk
who looks all perfect-
ly stuck
up
there's
like—what?
the fuck.
so
huge this
after-
noon—I bet
even
that fat
hawk
who looks all perfect-
ly stuck
up
there's
like—what?
the fuck.
TELLTALE
Workaday-
grey
goose—you can't
fool me! Your drab
and
seemingly
recondite
cipher
of color—cannot disguise
what your
crook
of a body's sly shimmy
betrays
so
plainly—out here
in the tardy
blush
of florid sun—
a barely! contained
wellspring
of sanguine jubilation
at the prospect
of
yet another
easy post-rain
sidewalk
buffet of dried worm guts!
grey
goose—you can't
fool me! Your drab
and
seemingly
recondite
cipher
of color—cannot disguise
what your
crook
of a body's sly shimmy
betrays
so
plainly—out here
in the tardy
blush
of florid sun—
a barely! contained
wellspring
of sanguine jubilation
at the prospect
of
yet another
easy post-rain
sidewalk
buffet of dried worm guts!
Tuesday, April 15, 2014
A LIFT FOR KATE
Cloud-
hidden little
katy-
did of a kid—your secret
kind
of courage
flies just
so
much higher!
and seems quite a bit
older—
than any
idea
you could possibly
have where you're at;
as if it somehow
prefigures you—
the way that
all of the prettiest
men
throughout history
painting
all of the
most exquisite
stars in existence—could only
have presupposed
a sky like theirs
becoming yours.
hidden little
katy-
did of a kid—your secret
kind
of courage
flies just
so
much higher!
and seems quite a bit
older—
than any
idea
you could possibly
have where you're at;
as if it somehow
prefigures you—
the way that
all of the prettiest
men
throughout history
painting
all of the
most exquisite
stars in existence—could only
have presupposed
a sky like theirs
becoming yours.
PLAZA
April 15—is something
even
less than a
fiction—to the expressionless
constellation
of greencrested
mallard drakes—
suspended
motionless
in the soft
and small
bowl of sky reflecting;
the one they
dug-
out—in front
of this
equatorial sand-
colored
H&R Block.
even
less than a
fiction—to the expressionless
constellation
of greencrested
mallard drakes—
suspended
motionless
in the soft
and small
bowl of sky reflecting;
the one they
dug-
out—in front
of this
equatorial sand-
colored
H&R Block.
Monday, April 14, 2014
SACRAMENTAL IMAGINATION
Consummately chalk-
green
and arcane
sidewalk penny—I wonder
like any good
Catholic
kid
would as I
pass you
by—what is your value?
green
and arcane
sidewalk penny—I wonder
like any good
Catholic
kid
would as I
pass you
by—what is your value?
METASTASIS
Cruel and uncontrolled
proliferation
of April wind-
swept
clouds—
compounded
by
ever-
increasingly-
grayer
and
larger and coldthundering
cloud
after
cloud after
cloud
after cloud—may be impacting
the round and
the sweet-
tempered little red
robins—sending them
all darting
off for shelter
somewhere—or other
unseen across this soggy old churchyard;
but—for better
or
otherwise—it seems that
weather
is weather is
weather is weather!
to the hulking
pair
of gaunt still American
black crows—
hunched
and on guard for
whatever—up there
in the
jagged oak limbs.
proliferation
of April wind-
swept
clouds—
compounded
by
ever-
increasingly-
grayer
and
larger and coldthundering
cloud
after
cloud after
cloud
after cloud—may be impacting
the round and
the sweet-
tempered little red
robins—sending them
all darting
off for shelter
somewhere—or other
unseen across this soggy old churchyard;
but—for better
or
otherwise—it seems that
weather
is weather is
weather is weather!
to the hulking
pair
of gaunt still American
black crows—
hunched
and on guard for
whatever—up there
in the
jagged oak limbs.
Friday, April 11, 2014
PERFORATIONS
That blameless-
ly
fast rushing
blue sky
flash-
flood
of gut-trembling
and heart-
pumping radio—so zealously
catapulted
forth from those
green-
light starved car
windows
jackhammered-down!
careering in celebration
through my
tree punctured street;
just cannot
seem
to reach
out and—animate
my punchy
April mind
quite like the furtive
and
intimate sound—
of one
or two maybe—black
and red-
mantled
woodpeckers'
soft cautious
and easy-
listening pinging
somewhere–off-
hand—
on a neighbor's old evergreen.
Thursday, April 10, 2014
RECIPE FOR GOOD GRAY
Fold the fast
sharp pinching
piccolo cries—
of a few
dappled gulls from across
the slate
lot—of postwinter
macerated Styrofoam
convenience
store cup-
dusted concrete—
quickly
into the hot doughy
ferment
of Gregorian
Chant that should by now currently
be ballooning up
thick-
ly around your wet April
bowl
of a head—and keep
stirring the whole mass
around vigorously
to the tune of that
pitch-
white and
wiseacre wind—
'til it all
starts
to
curdle
and
the
curdles
start
to
clot—
and don't look
now—but just
what have you got?
sharp pinching
piccolo cries—
of a few
dappled gulls from across
the slate
lot—of postwinter
macerated Styrofoam
convenience
store cup-
dusted concrete—
quickly
into the hot doughy
ferment
of Gregorian
Chant that should by now currently
be ballooning up
thick-
ly around your wet April
bowl
of a head—and keep
stirring the whole mass
around vigorously
to the tune of that
pitch-
white and
wiseacre wind—
'til it all
starts
to
curdle
and
the
curdles
start
to
clot—
and don't look
now—but just
what have you got?
Wednesday, April 9, 2014
STRAY
Their grey
faces may whisper—as if
they're so sure
words—like
unclean
or
absurd!
when they chance
to glace
through dark and weathered
indigo glass
during service
to vaguely—see you out here
so careless;
glinting wet
with raw bits
of early spring
sun puddles streaking your wiry back
and just so
unnervingly non-
specifically—nosing around
the terrible lawn
that surrounds this little austere
grid of such old and
good pissing rocks
for the grubbiest snacks,
the most pungent
of plots,
and just—digging! so fiercely
away in the bulk
of the mulch
that they're all scared
pretty stiff of.
But don't be deterred!
and never
let up! your search
little
charitable friend;
for you alone apprehend
so lightly!
without that heavy
pall of understanding
that after you leave
the tolls
of the loud dark iron behind,
out here—
its all so faint-
ly cordial,
so crudely
available
for simple consecration!
that it's clearly
just another—and a rather
much more
humane
and—catholic kind!
of church.
faces may whisper—as if
they're so sure
words—like
unclean
or
absurd!
when they chance
to glace
through dark and weathered
indigo glass
during service
to vaguely—see you out here
so careless;
glinting wet
with raw bits
of early spring
sun puddles streaking your wiry back
and just so
unnervingly non-
specifically—nosing around
the terrible lawn
that surrounds this little austere
grid of such old and
good pissing rocks
for the grubbiest snacks,
the most pungent
of plots,
and just—digging! so fiercely
away in the bulk
of the mulch
that they're all scared
pretty stiff of.
But don't be deterred!
and never
let up! your search
little
charitable friend;
for you alone apprehend
so lightly!
without that heavy
pall of understanding
that after you leave
the tolls
of the loud dark iron behind,
out here—
its all so faint-
ly cordial,
so crudely
available
for simple consecration!
that it's clearly
just another—and a rather
much more
humane
and—catholic kind!
of church.
Tuesday, April 8, 2014
MAN AND NATURE WORKING OUT TOGETHER
Running hard
into
and out of—
precious noonday
shocks
of electric
blue shade—
thrown
down—so gracious!
on the stubbly
grass path
from such a lovely
slanted
skinny and
mossed-
over
array of endless-
ly repeating—shitty
above-
ground power lines.
into
and out of—
precious noonday
shocks
of electric
blue shade—
thrown
down—so gracious!
on the stubbly
grass path
from such a lovely
slanted
skinny and
mossed-
over
array of endless-
ly repeating—shitty
above-
ground power lines.
ALLERGIC REACTION
Admittedly—it does feel
a little
bit decadent
and sort of
sumptuously comfortable
by mid-April—
to simply walk
to work
cultivating
in your own—nonetheless
clogged
and tight wheezing breast—this
pure state
of simple
or
breezy admiration—
the kind
with absolutely
none of that sticky
envy stuff attached—
for those
increasingly congested
and
quickening
sounds
of commuter path
birds
that abound these warmer mornings.
That is
to say—
it all just strikes you
as an awful
bit tougher of a slog than yours;
a much
harder gig!
not to mention
such
constant pressure!
to wind-
up
on display out here daily
and—continuously
expected to keep re-
inhaling
and bursting!
over and
over
again—into the goddamn
prettiest—
song you ever heard.
a little
bit decadent
and sort of
sumptuously comfortable
by mid-April—
to simply walk
to work
cultivating
in your own—nonetheless
clogged
and tight wheezing breast—this
pure state
of simple
or
breezy admiration—
the kind
with absolutely
none of that sticky
envy stuff attached—
for those
increasingly congested
and
quickening
sounds
of commuter path
birds
that abound these warmer mornings.
That is
to say—
it all just strikes you
as an awful
bit tougher of a slog than yours;
a much
harder gig!
not to mention
such
constant pressure!
to wind-
up
on display out here daily
and—continuously
expected to keep re-
inhaling
and bursting!
over and
over
again—into the goddamn
prettiest—
song you ever heard.
Monday, April 7, 2014
HOLLOW
Dark
and bare
and somehow
larger! than rightly
seems plausible
ancient
oak tree—could it be you?
or rather—
your stiff and
tightwound thousands
of boney slate gray
colored fingers—so
tired! and spread
far and looking so desperate-
ly
starving—
for the still-
absent honeyed
blush of our only
reluctant
pale yellow star—?
Could it rest
alone
on them?
straining—so hard
to hold
up this massive
and pressing-
down
hard
upon the landscape—
iron-
colored April sky?
and bare
and somehow
larger! than rightly
seems plausible
ancient
oak tree—could it be you?
or rather—
your stiff and
tightwound thousands
of boney slate gray
colored fingers—so
tired! and spread
far and looking so desperate-
ly
starving—
for the still-
absent honeyed
blush of our only
reluctant
pale yellow star—?
Could it rest
alone
on them?
straining—so hard
to hold
up this massive
and pressing-
down
hard
upon the landscape—
iron-
colored April sky?
Friday, April 4, 2014
PANOPLY
A simple—but effective
smudge
of shadow-black
crescents bobbing
up
and down in soft
unison
parade formation—receding
there
against the warmish
bulging
grey of city streetwash
and sky
so gently
clotted-over—
charmingly
ameliorates—or even better
the latest pelting
shock—
of dark hard April rain.
Thursday, April 3, 2014
CONCEPTS
All aspiring young
milder weather poem
and prose writers
are herein advised
to take
special notice—of how
even in the innocent
and
strawyellow dawn
of this as-yet
unpolluted
promise of the new virgin
season—there gestates
something
pretty dirty—
in the shy furtive way
in which a few
more green shocks
of would-
be tulips
and crocuses
exist
than could be caught hocking-
up their tiniest bulbs—here
at this same
muddy time and place yesterday;
and—more importantly
of just
how exquisitely this consideration
constitutes
indisputable proof—that virginity
and some other word
you'll be tempted
to invoke
like chastity—stand
about as far apart
from each
other—semantically
as formal spring
from raw
unfettered springtime.
milder weather poem
and prose writers
are herein advised
to take
special notice—of how
even in the innocent
and
strawyellow dawn
of this as-yet
unpolluted
promise of the new virgin
season—there gestates
something
pretty dirty—
in the shy furtive way
in which a few
more green shocks
of would-
be tulips
and crocuses
exist
than could be caught hocking-
up their tiniest bulbs—here
at this same
muddy time and place yesterday;
and—more importantly
of just
how exquisitely this consideration
constitutes
indisputable proof—that virginity
and some other word
you'll be tempted
to invoke
like chastity—stand
about as far apart
from each
other—semantically
as formal spring
from raw
unfettered springtime.
WATERLOG
Kathryn—I'm more than
a little bit
ashamed
to admit—that it
feels almost too easy
and appropriate
to miss
you so
formally while it
keeps weeping—such heavy
soft
buckets as this one—
a little bit
ashamed
to admit—that it
feels almost too easy
and appropriate
to miss
you so
formally while it
keeps weeping—such heavy
soft
buckets as this one—
Wednesday, April 2, 2014
THIS IS WILD—
but—for a minute
or more
back there
sitting down blind-
eyed and tallish
I actually felt
at least
half like a tree—
mostly
in so far as—I had absolutely
no hands
and hence
couldn't even pretend
to apprehend
the world
around me like that.
What a relief!
not to
reach to be
part of it—
to be
in my dumb place
and to know it
as such—I mean, er
no
not
at all like that—but
yes, I guess
you really
kind of
had to be there—
Tuesday, April 1, 2014
MAN AND NATURE WORKING TOGETHER
Rest assured—
exactly
such and so
many
reams
of magnificent
foliage—
have been ordered
to beautify
this manufacturing
district's prodigious
square footage.
THUS SPAKE ZARATHUSTRA
round-breasted
robin,
so much
larger
than the rest—
all of your late-
in-coming
ravenous brothers
and sisters are
are stick-
thin and needling
around here—for a cheap little
bit of fresh
hope in hard moss.
How is it?—that you
alone
hold this old bit
of dinosaur knowledge—
that springtime
is not
actually—anything
like a time
you arrive at—but actually,
just always
an eternal-
ly
rotating
spot—reoccurring!
robin,
so much
larger
than the rest—
all of your late-
in-coming
ravenous brothers
and sisters are
are stick-
thin and needling
around here—for a cheap little
bit of fresh
hope in hard moss.
How is it?—that you
alone
hold this old bit
of dinosaur knowledge—
that springtime
is not
actually—anything
like a time
you arrive at—but actually,
just always
an eternal-
ly
rotating
spot—reoccurring!
CACHET
Oh pale
shy and far-feeling
circle of sun—there
are days
when you strike one
as little
more than just
painted-on—
seeming to
while so
abstrusely away
on this
two dimensional drop-
ceiling of heaven
with no real
immediate
pull of your own—
your mauve-
colored morning
light clapped
dimly up in thick
clots of grey
pigments—in fact
it's like
you're only
last-minute—pinned up
or plastered
to the set—simply
for the sake
of day-
to-day
continuity.
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