Plot—is just
the serviceable
fossil—
sought
and scrutinized
after the fact—
of unconsidered action.
Friday, July 31, 2015
CITY OF COFFEE SHOPS
All our old granddaddies—
so impervious,
or else
oblivious—
to this
sort of heat
would be
proud! at how
even at ninety
degrees—
there's these
seemingly hundreds of dozens of them—
swelling-
up ev-
er-
y
second—at each
new swerve
of re-
cycled street;
thirsty to meet
and fain
sell—you and me
their hot and sweet roadside
water by the dipperful—like so much
dependable-
but-preposterous
Scotch whiskey.
And we—
though glistening,
out-
landishly
overdressed—still dribble,
so
eager! to take them up on the whole
crazy idea.
so impervious,
or else
oblivious—
to this
sort of heat
would be
proud! at how
even at ninety
degrees—
there's these
seemingly hundreds of dozens of them—
swelling-
up ev-
er-
y
second—at each
new swerve
of re-
cycled street;
thirsty to meet
and fain
sell—you and me
their hot and sweet roadside
water by the dipperful—like so much
dependable-
but-preposterous
Scotch whiskey.
And we—
though glistening,
out-
landishly
overdressed—still dribble,
so
eager! to take them up on the whole
crazy idea.
Thursday, July 30, 2015
PAVANE POUR UNE INFANTE DÉFUNTE
Dear
God of beatific
majesty—can you
not see?
that she's—not even
asking!
for a happy
ending anymore.
At this point—
wan
Mademoiselle
only
desperately—
seeks
a proper one;
so she
can
at least—finally
rest
easy—in terrific-
ly rich
red indigo
hell—
for a while.
God of beatific
majesty—can you
not see?
that she's—not even
asking!
for a happy
ending anymore.
At this point—
wan
Mademoiselle
only
desperately—
seeks
a proper one;
so she
can
at least—finally
rest
easy—in terrific-
ly rich
red indigo
hell—
for a while.
Wednesday, July 29, 2015
FANTASY—
In which—
I was
so extreme-
ly
rich
all along!—that I
could—
appreciably
afford
to ignore it.
I was
so extreme-
ly
rich
all along!—that I
could—
appreciably
afford
to ignore it.
Tuesday, July 28, 2015
LIFE SENTENCE
If you
could—
only
con-
cen-
trate—harder! on
slow-
ing
time
down—
enough;
then
you
would!
always
be
(always
be always
be—
perfect-
ly)
in
com-
plete
control—
of
the
total-
ly
infini-
tes-
i-
mal-
ly
tiny
whole entire universe—forever
and ever.
could—
only
con-
cen-
trate—harder! on
slow-
ing
time
down—
enough;
then
you
would!
always
be
(always
be always
be—
perfect-
ly)
in
com-
plete
control—
of
the
total-
ly
infini-
tes-
i-
mal-
ly
tiny
whole entire universe—forever
and ever.
Monday, July 27, 2015
AIRPLANES
Feels strange—to
hear and
look up at glitzy
flecks—
which
mottle the endless
summer blue;
and admit—feeling
so thin
and insulated—
of course!
the more
impossible
and pure
science-
fiction your dream—
the more
straight
down-
to-
earth realistic
your solution—
is invariably
required
to be.
hear and
look up at glitzy
flecks—
which
mottle the endless
summer blue;
and admit—feeling
so thin
and insulated—
of course!
the more
impossible
and pure
science-
fiction your dream—
the more
straight
down-
to-
earth realistic
your solution—
is invariably
required
to be.
Friday, July 24, 2015
APOCRYPHA
No offense
intended—to old Nat
King Cole
who certainly—
works great as the maidenhair
trees out-
side the Island
House ripple and flow;
But it's definitely
Sam Cooke
alone—whose oracular
outcry
first made
those breezes blow!
intended—to old Nat
King Cole
who certainly—
works great as the maidenhair
trees out-
side the Island
House ripple and flow;
But it's definitely
Sam Cooke—
and
and
Sam Cooke
alone—whose oracular
outcry
first made
those breezes blow!
Thursday, July 23, 2015
MYTHOS OVEREASY
Eventually one
morning—the stiff and stubborn
fussy old poet
finally woke up
to find—everything
about his little breakfast
was just so
epically pathetic—that he
could no longer artfully
disregard it. From the tall skinny glass of juice she always placed
before him—
sweating to come
to grips with the
ambient temperature—
to the gooey sympathetic look
on the smiles of avocado
she cautiously flayed
out across his shiny plate—which
seemed too perfect-
ly secure
with the outcome—
of having given in
to gravity long ago;
before his mind knew
it—his grip
had capitulated
and started
ungraciously—but
gratefully pitching
his speechless mouth
full of—
runny forkfuls
of those—heroically!
non-
organic eggs.
Wednesday, July 22, 2015
Tuesday, July 21, 2015
POEM WITHOUT EXCUSES
There—along the scraggy purple
highway median strips
where thick bushy tufts
bow and swirl in wild windgusts—which
never once dared whisper a single word
of far-
off hothouse rose bushes somewhere; there,
you feel
you're finally free—to disavow your need to freel freedom. Because
no longer obligated
to stay upright, to attend
to the perpendicular; your only imperative then,
while moving—is to simply
keep going
while always
remaining parallel.
Monday, July 20, 2015
SERVING THE SENTENCE
Dad, I think—I might finally
be through
with expecting
that it'll all
come out—right
in the end; that just sounds far
and away
too—intuitive
anyway! Instead,
I would totally settle—
to just have it all
come out
as having
been already—correct
from the get-
go! But be perfect-
ly
honest with me—is it way,
way too much
to expect? That you've
already
hung up
the phone—several minutes ago?
while I was
still busy
talking—
and maybe I just
wasn't
listening
properly.
be through
with expecting
that it'll all
come out—right
in the end; that just sounds far
and away
too—intuitive
anyway! Instead,
I would totally settle—
to just have it all
come out
as having
been already—correct
from the get-
go! But be perfect-
ly
honest with me—is it way,
way too much
to expect? That you've
already
hung up
the phone—several minutes ago?
while I was
still busy
talking—
and maybe I just
wasn't
listening
properly.
Friday, July 17, 2015
FROM HERE, HAPPINESS LOOKS JUST LIKE CONFUSION
So—you say
you have
no center anymore!—Ever
so much
the fortune-
less better
for your circumstances;
because,
don't you see?—
Now it's
never
been truer
than ever—
that no matter
what off-
kilter pilar
you tether
up to—and then
spiral
out from;
you'll always be—so perfect
-ly
well—and safely!
within that particular
exotic glob
of geometry's
given circumference!
Thursday, July 16, 2015
RELAPSE
Here he comes again now, rearing
his head
into view—the owner
of my pretty screwed-
up and back-
ward-looking face;
he who—not only
seems to
have willingly
paid so bewildering-
ly handsomely
for it—but also,
who has—
just that kind
of bland-
ly cavalier
look in his eye—
of someone
who could—
rather effortlessly
afford to.
his head
into view—the owner
of my pretty screwed-
up and back-
ward-looking face;
he who—not only
seems to
have willingly
paid so bewildering-
ly handsomely
for it—but also,
who has—
just that kind
of bland-
ly cavalier
look in his eye—
of someone
who could—
rather effortlessly
afford to.
Wednesday, July 15, 2015
PHILOSOPHY OF HISTORY
No offense to Hegel—but I think
I finally figured out
how we got
so inextricably fused
together—after
I kissed her
just once;
and so
lightly indecisive—and only
sort-of! not to mention
too fast—
in my dad's
freezing cold car
in her
hot July driveway
upon our return
from that arbitrarily nondescript
Main Street ice cream parlor.
And it's so dumb—and unabsolute!
and has nothing whatever
to do with that
delicate situation—which initially flattened
those two little paperthin
noses together;
but rather—
with every ponderously heavy
and ugly impersonal thing
that's happened—
to drop down
and pile up on top
and around
and outside of them since then—
creating increasing
and tremendously monumental
inward pressure—as their owners
ever so innocently
simply continued
sitting together
occasionally—though honestly
not all that often—
inaccurately
remembering that embracing.
I finally figured out
how we got
so inextricably fused
together—after
I kissed her
just once;
and so
lightly indecisive—and only
sort-of! not to mention
too fast—
in my dad's
freezing cold car
in her
hot July driveway
upon our return
from that arbitrarily nondescript
Main Street ice cream parlor.
And it's so dumb—and unabsolute!
and has nothing whatever
to do with that
delicate situation—which initially flattened
those two little paperthin
noses together;
but rather—
with every ponderously heavy
and ugly impersonal thing
that's happened—
to drop down
and pile up on top
and around
and outside of them since then—
creating increasing
and tremendously monumental
inward pressure—as their owners
ever so innocently
simply continued
sitting together
occasionally—though honestly
not all that often—
inaccurately
remembering that embracing.
Tuesday, July 14, 2015
WHY THE ARTIST WAS ALWAYS STARVING
When he stopped to think about it—just for a little,
the total situation
evidenced by—
the skin
of that silly little mango
steeped in the long shadow
of the furtive
and furrowing memory
that stained
his depressed kitchen table,
was not really all that fantastic
a metaphor for progression.
Although—certainly!
the thing
appeared to be green—turning
yellow—and then? that perfect kind of
orange that seems
pink—but because it's been secretly
dreaming to be scarlet;
really, no it couldn't be any
one of those colors—at all,
because—as he saw it
there in that moment,
any great mango—
ought to display
each of them equally—all at once;
and besides,
he thought
if it was truly great—no wait, actually literally
none of them at all!
because someone
very much like himself—would have come
along and likely
devoured it
several hours ago now. And that skin?
It wouldn't have become anything
other than—shredded to an ugly pulp
and blotted out
with sweltering dark
coffee grounds in the garbage.
the total situation
evidenced by—
the skin
of that silly little mango
steeped in the long shadow
of the furtive
and furrowing memory
that stained
his depressed kitchen table,
was not really all that fantastic
a metaphor for progression.
Although—certainly!
the thing
appeared to be green—turning
yellow—and then? that perfect kind of
orange that seems
pink—but because it's been secretly
dreaming to be scarlet;
really, no it couldn't be any
one of those colors—at all,
because—as he saw it
there in that moment,
any great mango—
ought to display
each of them equally—all at once;
and besides,
he thought
if it was truly great—no wait, actually literally
none of them at all!
because someone
very much like himself—would have come
along and likely
devoured it
several hours ago now. And that skin?
It wouldn't have become anything
other than—shredded to an ugly pulp
and blotted out
with sweltering dark
coffee grounds in the garbage.
Monday, July 13, 2015
ACTUAL LORD OF THE FLIES
Marching stately barefoot and
brandishing
blood
orange vestments and halfnaked—
as I prefer it—I proceed
enchantingly!
to the beat
of slow confident
tambourines—forward
toward the antique gilded window-
sill—of my royal-
ly
tumble-
down
rental—to throttle
yet another
greasy little
bastard for her.
brandishing
blood
orange vestments and halfnaked—
as I prefer it—I proceed
enchantingly!
to the beat
of slow confident
tambourines—forward
toward the antique gilded window-
sill—of my royal-
ly
tumble-
down
rental—to throttle
yet another
greasy little
bastard for her.
Friday, July 10, 2015
THE POEM IN YOUR SHOEBOX
Curious!—this particularly
artistic
double bind—
where
You must try!—to live forever
without ever
writing-
about—what you supposedly don't know;
while—
simultaneously
always remembering never
to write-
off
more than you owe.
artistic
double bind—
where
You must try!—to live forever
without ever
writing-
about—what you supposedly don't know;
while—
simultaneously
always remembering never
to write-
off
more than you owe.
Thursday, July 9, 2015
FEEDBACK
So far?
it basically
feels like
I'm on speaker—
with
that man
from the mirror. I mean—
the way—
everything looks
pretty much exactly
the same
as it used to—only back-
wards. Oh—and how there's always this
weird and
interminable delay—
between whatever! I see
and literally
every
single—
little
stupid thing
that I say.
it basically
feels like
I'm on speaker—
with
that man
from the mirror. I mean—
the way—
everything looks
pretty much exactly
the same
as it used to—only back-
wards. Oh—and how there's always this
weird and
interminable delay—
between whatever! I see
and literally
every
single—
little
stupid thing
that I say.
Wednesday, July 8, 2015
PREVAILS
Little humdrum bumblebee—flickering
lowly and erratic
through the stiff and non-particular
knots of high grasses—how I wonder!
here beneath our shared canopy
of uncharacteristically chilly July air—do you
also daydream? Are you so distracted-
ly busy? fizzing to recall—each and all
of last summer's most-popular blossoms?
where they were exactly—and how lovely!
it was to gently drink—and wick a little
of their rarefied lives away from them?
Or are you merely out here humming
so diligently—to remind?
This too!—could be
true!
This too!—
might be right!
This too.
Can maybe
just—must
be.
lowly and erratic
through the stiff and non-particular
knots of high grasses—how I wonder!
here beneath our shared canopy
of uncharacteristically chilly July air—do you
also daydream? Are you so distracted-
ly busy? fizzing to recall—each and all
of last summer's most-popular blossoms?
where they were exactly—and how lovely!
it was to gently drink—and wick a little
of their rarefied lives away from them?
Or are you merely out here humming
so diligently—to remind?
This too!—could be
true!
This too!—
might be right!
This too.
Can maybe
just—must
be.
Tuesday, July 7, 2015
EARMARKS
There—in the raw and undesignated
newness of morning,
just before—the ink dries
on the signatures of things
and the sting
of your self
unleashes—
and thumbs its tremendous weight
evenly and hard
into the pulpy grey
matter of your
as-yet unproselytized mind—
when the light (even the light currently
motivating your eyes)
still feels—far off
and like it came from outside;
it is there—you must try.
And try hard. As hard
as you can—not to think
but rather
to wonder;
How? Just how many times?
in this moment—in this very
room? in this very
same space—prior to now?
have you felt
your soul
quake like this? having leapt
up! in a split second;
only to feel chaffed
and confounded
and constrained—by the weight
of those names
always coming so rapidly
and heavily into formation?
And then—in that same space
of time—you must try
to concentrate even harder.
To imagine
even faster—the impossible idea
of tomorrow! Of
the next day. Of a very
next morning. Another one.
A different
one! And yet—somehow, just
the same one.
And then?—And what then?
What in hell
will you do then?
And even
more importantly—
what will you do now?
newness of morning,
just before—the ink dries
on the signatures of things
and the sting
of your self
unleashes—
and thumbs its tremendous weight
evenly and hard
into the pulpy grey
matter of your
as-yet unproselytized mind—
when the light (even the light currently
motivating your eyes)
still feels—far off
and like it came from outside;
it is there—you must try.
And try hard. As hard
as you can—not to think
but rather
to wonder;
How? Just how many times?
in this moment—in this very
room? in this very
same space—prior to now?
have you felt
your soul
quake like this? having leapt
up! in a split second;
only to feel chaffed
and confounded
and constrained—by the weight
of those names
always coming so rapidly
and heavily into formation?
And then—in that same space
of time—you must try
to concentrate even harder.
To imagine
even faster—the impossible idea
of tomorrow! Of
the next day. Of a very
next morning. Another one.
A different
one! And yet—somehow, just
the same one.
And then?—And what then?
What in hell
will you do then?
And even
more importantly—
what will you do now?
Monday, July 6, 2015
COUNTING ON IT
Recklessly,
I've been practicing naked—at making this
pretty weird
mug the whole morning;
over and over—
for hours
in my cold bath-
room mirror (I've been told
if I'm not
careful—it just might!
stay that way)—Okay,
but which one?
I'm guessing,
at this point—
you're
probably asking? Only
the craziest! And
riskiest!—
And definitely most screwed-up
and difficult-
to-master
kisser I can muster, mister—
My face.
The first one.
The only one
that couldn't have looked—
this bad.
I've been practicing naked—at making this
pretty weird
mug the whole morning;
over and over—
for hours
in my cold bath-
room mirror (I've been told
if I'm not
careful—it just might!
stay that way)—Okay,
but which one?
I'm guessing,
at this point—
you're
probably asking? Only
the craziest! And
riskiest!—
And definitely most screwed-up
and difficult-
to-master
kisser I can muster, mister—
My face.
The first one.
The only one
that couldn't have looked—
this bad.
Friday, July 3, 2015
QUIXOTIC
Soft through the curtained air
her thin breaths—communicating
to him distinctly
the impractical romance—of late sleeping;
and then—upon finally beginning
to stretch
and begin shedding
her gruff dreamy feeling of
big armadillo skin
for more pliant—
and yet
still more
unrealistic things—
day-old apparitions of seedy hard bread
with holes up each of their middles,
for example,
and lugubrious brown
streams of
coffee pouring legato
from giant steaming pitchers—he resolves
that to love her—here,
now,
with abandon
as wild
and weird
as her
impulsive
and
impetuous nature—
would be far, far
less risky
than to ever—dare endeavor not to.
her thin breaths—communicating
to him distinctly
the impractical romance—of late sleeping;
and then—upon finally beginning
to stretch
and begin shedding
her gruff dreamy feeling of
big armadillo skin
for more pliant—
and yet
still more
unrealistic things—
day-old apparitions of seedy hard bread
with holes up each of their middles,
for example,
and lugubrious brown
streams of
coffee pouring legato
from giant steaming pitchers—he resolves
that to love her—here,
now,
with abandon
as wild
and weird
as her
impulsive
and
impetuous nature—
would be far, far
less risky
than to ever—dare endeavor not to.
Thursday, July 2, 2015
CROSSFADE
Alright, fine—but it must be?
some
dazed, sunny after-
noon situated
somewhere in between
Memorial
and Labor Day—opaque
with condensation-
thick
and ice
cube grey-
colored billows of yardsmoke—
for it
to feel
even
remotely okay!
the way
that—Heart
of Glass
is bleeding—
weirdly
into My
Sherona!
some
dazed, sunny after-
noon situated
somewhere in between
Memorial
and Labor Day—opaque
with condensation-
thick
and ice
cube grey-
colored billows of yardsmoke—
for it
to feel
even
remotely okay!
the way
that—Heart
of Glass
is bleeding—
weirdly
into My
Sherona!
Wednesday, July 1, 2015
UNDEAD AFTER BILLY CORGAN
Turns out,
you were pretty much
right—about
everything—the world
really was!
just a vampire.
That is—poor,
but rich-
ly dressed;
old,
but still—
terrifying.
you were pretty much
right—about
everything—the world
really was!
just a vampire.
That is—poor,
but rich-
ly dressed;
old,
but still—
terrifying.
PUCKER
Littlest drooping
scarlet daisy
of the bunch—it gives me
such strange
heart—
to watch
your docile
head hang;
thinking—
if only!
there wasn't
so much
stiff competition
out here—
more of us
could resign—
to be
winners.
scarlet daisy
of the bunch—it gives me
such strange
heart—
to watch
your docile
head hang;
thinking—
if only!
there wasn't
so much
stiff competition
out here—
more of us
could resign—
to be
winners.
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