Never
mind!—whatever they're
saying
back there—the fact
is
that
looking
away
will always—
be some-
thing
that can only
be
done—
all at once;
there's no
practice—
it's—ready
or not!
one shot!—
steady,
set?
give it! okay,
all the
spit you got!—well?
I said—
hey,
are you ready?
or not?
Tuesday, June 30, 2015
Monday, June 29, 2015
UP IN THE AIR
Rainstreaked—the pink
alley men—
older
than I am—and much
fatter too—pushing to and fro
rustpocked
rocketred
dolly carts—and looking
so—
so so
so
very
distress-
ing-
ly
confident in their piebald suspenders.
alley men—
older
than I am—and much
fatter too—pushing to and fro
rustpocked
rocketred
dolly carts—and looking
so—
so so
so
very
distress-
ing-
ly
confident in their piebald suspenders.
Friday, June 26, 2015
FIREBIRD
That part of the score—
where the or-
ches-
tra plays
all those—
same notes
as before—
but slows
way way way down?—That's where her heart
turning
warm full
and red—
comes the absolute closest
to feeling—
life's purpose
is just to be art-
ful—in eating
all—
the
cherry pie.
where the or-
ches-
tra plays
all those—
same notes
as before—
but slows
way way way down?—That's where her heart
turning
warm full
and red—
comes the absolute closest
to feeling—
life's purpose
is just to be art-
ful—in eating
all—
the
cherry pie.
Thursday, June 25, 2015
SNAG
It is there!—at the cold
wind bedraggled
and
loneliest—
crag
of the
most snow-
gilded and obstinately
impassable mountain! that
the softest
little purplegreen
bubble-
leaved flower
artlessly—
dances to grow.
wind bedraggled
and
loneliest—
crag
of the
most snow-
gilded and obstinately
impassable mountain! that
the softest
little purplegreen
bubble-
leaved flower
artlessly—
dances to grow.
Wednesday, June 24, 2015
AGLETS
Even though—the latter
are technically
much
more on-
go-
ing—
and totally
still
sort of
pending
and looser so forth—there's still
something
quite a good
bit
more encouraging
about
The End—
than there is—
or ever
could be—possibly
about
the endings.
are technically
much
more on-
go-
ing—
and totally
still
sort of
pending
and looser so forth—there's still
something
quite a good
bit
more encouraging
about
The End—
than there is—
or ever
could be—possibly
about
the endings.
Tuesday, June 23, 2015
ANTIPHON
Do you know—that
singular
vague
yet specific?
chilly
anti-
septic smell—
ex-
haling
from the back
of every—
aggressively white convenience store?
So
do I.—
So do I!
singular
vague
yet specific?
chilly
anti-
septic smell—
ex-
haling
from the back
of every—
aggressively white convenience store?
So
do I.—
So do I!
Monday, June 22, 2015
BLISS
Hermetically cramming
poached eggwhites
at 4:54 in the morning—
his coached narrow bones
made a kind
of clapping music
perfect-
ly timed
to fall inside
each meek tink
of brittle
flatware on ceramic—neatly cancelling
out
the signal—
If your good
old trick
knee hasn't caught up with you
by precisely
this time tomorrow—your cholesterol
probably
still
will
eventually.
poached eggwhites
at 4:54 in the morning—
his coached narrow bones
made a kind
of clapping music
perfect-
ly timed
to fall inside
each meek tink
of brittle
flatware on ceramic—neatly cancelling
out
the signal—
If your good
old trick
knee hasn't caught up with you
by precisely
this time tomorrow—your cholesterol
probably
still
will
eventually.
Friday, June 19, 2015
WARM-UP
It's like—
how
you already
know
so
wholeheartedly—
every single last
little proud
diaphanous bubble
clinging indefatigably
to the perimeter
of your eggshell
mug of sloshed
coffee—
will presently
burst!
without
hesitating;
and isn't
that?
wonderful.
how
you already
know
so
wholeheartedly—
every single last
little proud
diaphanous bubble
clinging indefatigably
to the perimeter
of your eggshell
mug of sloshed
coffee—
will presently
burst!
without
hesitating;
and isn't
that?
wonderful.
Thursday, June 18, 2015
NEVER TOO LATE
Of course—the little trumpeter swan
was born
and bred
not to bother
much with flying, but instead—
to spend her time communicating
as big
and important of things—as
no other vessel,
no instrument
or utensil
or other creature on wings
could ever dare
accommodate or conceive!
But eventually
the strain of trying to hang on
and to render
such stuff
proved just
too dizzying
and just too tough;
and she slipped
and toppled down
from the huge mountain
of her best-selling
discursive methods.
But at that moment,
the truth—
so far
as she could see it
from the pretty incredible
view on the way down—finally dawned
that there was really
nothing out there
larger than life was.
And it was only then—
that she finally
was able
to rediscover
the one single partial—the open pitch
she felt
she was actually
destined to sing!
And then—
just to blare it!
with no thought whatsoever
concerning the best
or most effective way
of writing the thing down.
was born
and bred
not to bother
much with flying, but instead—
to spend her time communicating
as big
and important of things—as
no other vessel,
no instrument
or utensil
or other creature on wings
could ever dare
accommodate or conceive!
But eventually
the strain of trying to hang on
and to render
such stuff
proved just
too dizzying
and just too tough;
and she slipped
and toppled down
from the huge mountain
of her best-selling
discursive methods.
But at that moment,
the truth—
so far
as she could see it
from the pretty incredible
view on the way down—finally dawned
that there was really
nothing out there
larger than life was.
And it was only then—
that she finally
was able
to rediscover
the one single partial—the open pitch
she felt
she was actually
destined to sing!
And then—
just to blare it!
with no thought whatsoever
concerning the best
or most effective way
of writing the thing down.
Wednesday, June 17, 2015
IMPACT
Once
and always, whenever
he's contacted—
the little artist—stooping,
blushes
and confesses
true confusion
when inevitably asked
after—such
misapprehended things
as
tools
and a canvas.
Ice—
heat, maybe?
elevation—
compression!
Don't you see? How
a little
bit
of everything
just tends—
to interact
and reinforce
and of course—just dance
with itself
all at once!
when all you're attempting
to make
each day
is just a little
compassion
slathered—as it were,
across the surface
of understanding.
and always, whenever
he's contacted—
the little artist—stooping,
blushes
and confesses
true confusion
when inevitably asked
after—such
misapprehended things
as
tools
and a canvas.
Ice—
heat, maybe?
elevation—
compression!
Don't you see? How
a little
bit
of everything
just tends—
to interact
and reinforce
and of course—just dance
with itself
all at once!
when all you're attempting
to make
each day
is just a little
compassion
slathered—as it were,
across the surface
of understanding.
Tuesday, June 16, 2015
STRIKE ANYWHERE
Quick!
and white—it's not
the notion
that'll save your life;
it's the
insight—all flames
once lit—
immediately
consume their matchsticks.
and white—it's not
the notion
that'll save your life;
it's the
insight—all flames
once lit—
immediately
consume their matchsticks.
Monday, June 15, 2015
DISSIPATION
Letting go of
your idea
that the strongest things
on earth
are mountains,
gradually—rocky
angularity
can begin
to crumble;
as
even all-
along those
mountainsides
you've never visited—
or dreamed
you would—
you know somehow;
there's
flower petals widening
gently to yearn
for yawning
sun again
after the hard
and pointed
raindrops
have finished
falling—for now.
your idea
that the strongest things
on earth
are mountains,
gradually—rocky
angularity
can begin
to crumble;
as
even all-
along those
mountainsides
you've never visited—
or dreamed
you would—
you know somehow;
there's
flower petals widening
gently to yearn
for yawning
sun again
after the hard
and pointed
raindrops
have finished
falling—for now.
Friday, June 12, 2015
SPIEGEL IM SPEIGEL
Piddly waxen
mustard seed—exactly
how many?
brave and
inexorable possible worlds?
each
so—
colossal
and untapped!
I wonder
have you—here
got trapped
irritatingly—
in the
infinitesimal crack
of black
between—my
two front teeth?
mustard seed—exactly
how many?
brave and
inexorable possible worlds?
each
so—
colossal
and untapped!
I wonder
have you—here
got trapped
irritatingly—
in the
infinitesimal crack
of black
between—my
two front teeth?
Thursday, June 11, 2015
ODS BODIKIN
Waking up—we walk
and walk and walk
up endless silent flights
of steps—to meet
and take
and lift
ourselves up
as terrified—little gray children;
perhaps, the first time,
gravely shaking
hands to show how
there's no
spikes now—
nor were
there ever;
and then—still without speaking,
clasping close
the child's
little
folded fingers
inside our big palms,
which are warm
and soft
and quite
a bit steadier—
than even we
had been expecting.
And then we place ourselves
down carefully
on the ground,
and we just
keep walking. And that is
absolutely all.
Walking and nothing
else
at all. Except; maybe—it's worth re-
iterating
how—the entire time,
neither one of us
does any talking.
and walk and walk
up endless silent flights
of steps—to meet
and take
and lift
ourselves up
as terrified—little gray children;
perhaps, the first time,
gravely shaking
hands to show how
there's no
spikes now—
nor were
there ever;
and then—still without speaking,
clasping close
the child's
little
folded fingers
inside our big palms,
which are warm
and soft
and quite
a bit steadier—
than even we
had been expecting.
And then we place ourselves
down carefully
on the ground,
and we just
keep walking. And that is
absolutely all.
Walking and nothing
else
at all. Except; maybe—it's worth re-
iterating
how—the entire time,
neither one of us
does any talking.
Wednesday, June 10, 2015
DEVELOPMENT
Looking deeply into his
own writer's block—he finally saw
but did not dare
scribble down—how
splendid!
Paper is
completely
paper,
and ash
is absolute-
ly ash.
But thought!—no,
thought—is most
definitely
not
the bridge
that might
exist between them;
for this fire
isn't
a thing—
but a procedure—
a performance!
whose one
and only upshot—
is to burn
itself completely
out.
own writer's block—he finally saw
but did not dare
scribble down—how
splendid!
Paper is
completely
paper,
and ash
is absolute-
ly ash.
But thought!—no,
thought—is most
definitely
not
the bridge
that might
exist between them;
for this fire
isn't
a thing—
but a procedure—
a performance!
whose one
and only upshot—
is to burn
itself completely
out.
Tuesday, June 9, 2015
THE CARRIAGE AFTER EMILY'S
Because I could not stop
being clever—being
clever kindly
stopped working-
out for me. I still felt that I
was wise
to notice
it, however—not to mention
make plenty—of unnecessary
references
to enrich
and enliven—the transmitted
sensation of my poverty;
but thank
god (or—really,
whomever! I surmised rather quickly
internally to my own pretty
clean little death)
nobody else
out there! seemed likely
to catch them.
being clever—being
clever kindly
stopped working-
out for me. I still felt that I
was wise
to notice
it, however—not to mention
make plenty—of unnecessary
references
to enrich
and enliven—the transmitted
sensation of my poverty;
but thank
god (or—really,
whomever! I surmised rather quickly
internally to my own pretty
clean little death)
nobody else
out there! seemed likely
to catch them.
Monday, June 8, 2015
HIERARCHY OF NEEDS
In a dream—bereft and bonethin,
the angel of my soul
slithers forward,
ash-eyed,
breathless,
and looking desperate-
ly—not for me,
for my
cunning, or my
artistry! here in this desert; but just
for a place
to stow herself
safely—until the next
morning comes
to calm
the stinging winds,
and embalm
with its tender clemency
the cold nightwounds
of her steep-sloping
exhaustion.
But over
and over,
on each clandestine dune
and at every single arcane pyramidal
structure
she comes to,
it's the
same abysmal story—so sorry,
No Vacancy.
the angel of my soul
slithers forward,
ash-eyed,
breathless,
and looking desperate-
ly—not for me,
for my
cunning, or my
artistry! here in this desert; but just
for a place
to stow herself
safely—until the next
morning comes
to calm
the stinging winds,
and embalm
with its tender clemency
the cold nightwounds
of her steep-sloping
exhaustion.
But over
and over,
on each clandestine dune
and at every single arcane pyramidal
structure
she comes to,
it's the
same abysmal story—so sorry,
No Vacancy.
Friday, June 5, 2015
HYPOTHETICAL COLONOSCOPY
Practicing
your death—each day
you'll surely
catch
a pretty—
annoying
cold eventually.
your death—each day
you'll surely
catch
a pretty—
annoying
cold eventually.
Thursday, June 4, 2015
MOTHER SUPERIOR
Did you ever
notice, back when you
were small—how
the answer
to your barren little
bedside prayer
was never an answer;
but pure
silence. A space
so much more
profound
than sound was,
and a reminder
that sorrow
and melancholy
not only
were there with you
always—but could
nonetheless
still feel tender,
cooling
and filling
your wild
small child's body.
For—think back;
didn't it
render you?
if just
for a split
second or two,
still—
as tranquil
quiet water;
reflecting things—not as they were
or might be later,
but just as they
were already,
before you ever kneeled
and stirred
and blurred them—
with your
wondering.
notice, back when you
were small—how
the answer
to your barren little
bedside prayer
was never an answer;
but pure
silence. A space
so much more
profound
than sound was,
and a reminder
that sorrow
and melancholy
not only
were there with you
always—but could
nonetheless
still feel tender,
cooling
and filling
your wild
small child's body.
For—think back;
didn't it
render you?
if just
for a split
second or two,
still—
as tranquil
quiet water;
reflecting things—not as they were
or might be later,
but just as they
were already,
before you ever kneeled
and stirred
and blurred them—
with your
wondering.
Wednesday, June 3, 2015
LITTLE SQUIRT
Dear Mister Philosopher—here's a dab
of yellow-
mustard-yellow
poetry
to garnish up
your reallife desk;
hope
it keeps each
of your
work surfaces lubricated
and makes your objectives
harmlessly delicious.
Surely what else? could be
it's purpose—
why else
would you bother to keep a small bottle
in the door of your enormous
refrigerator?
of yellow-
mustard-yellow
poetry
to garnish up
your reallife desk;
hope
it keeps each
of your
work surfaces lubricated
and makes your objectives
harmlessly delicious.
Surely what else? could be
it's purpose—
why else
would you bother to keep a small bottle
in the door of your enormous
refrigerator?
Tuesday, June 2, 2015
KING OF MEDICINE
Scurrying—quickly
out from underneath
the vast
and everreaching
penumbra of June leaves;
Droves have come—
this morning
to meet
and
to hail!—not he;
but simply
an empty
parading seat—
the elegant throne
of their bygone king.
None
can remember
his hallowed name,
for Vacancy—
was his
one true revolution;
that freedom!
that comes—from
not interfering,
having once
healed millions,
has toughened
into legend
and solidified his feted
legacy.
And within the entire assembly,
no one
is speaking
and not one
gaze
is distracted—in fact
each eyeball simply looks—
so relieved
and so terribly
tearfully
happy to see.
out from underneath
the vast
and everreaching
penumbra of June leaves;
Droves have come—
this morning
to meet
and
to hail!—not he;
but simply
an empty
parading seat—
the elegant throne
of their bygone king.
None
can remember
his hallowed name,
for Vacancy—
was his
one true revolution;
that freedom!
that comes—from
not interfering,
having once
healed millions,
has toughened
into legend
and solidified his feted
legacy.
And within the entire assembly,
no one
is speaking
and not one
gaze
is distracted—in fact
each eyeball simply looks—
so relieved
and so terribly
tearfully
happy to see.
Monday, June 1, 2015
INFLUENCE
Sixty, or perhaps
sixty five million
years in the making—and sharp
and yet—dull
and unimpressive;
our minds—
though piercing
and potentially fatal
are surely nothing like carbon diamonds.
But more like
rusty nails—
to lie
ugly and unmoved
by surface pressures—and not
to think
of getting older;
but only—to dream
of growing
more
and more
ancient
and
dreadful-
ly—unavoidable.
sixty five million
years in the making—and sharp
and yet—dull
and unimpressive;
our minds—
though piercing
and potentially fatal
are surely nothing like carbon diamonds.
But more like
rusty nails—
to lie
ugly and unmoved
by surface pressures—and not
to think
of getting older;
but only—to dream
of growing
more
and more
ancient
and
dreadful-
ly—unavoidable.
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