Someone
who comes from somewhere
else just declared—
the emperor
isn't
divine anymore. Yet,
his dumb
little three-
letter name is still stuck
on the back
of every shattered citizen's
creased and useless currency—
which
is just as well, since god
is a lot
like a piece of paper
money—if you think he's really there,
he's there;
if you think
he's not—he isn't.
But good luck
not-believing
in even
the tiniest thing—
in the overstuffed
and crumbling
dominion
hence-
forth to be
known as—Everyone Else Does.
Monday, April 30, 2018
Friday, April 27, 2018
INTOLERANCE
After a while, I can't resist. So,
sheepish, I slink
over, lift the cloche
of reality,
anxious to behold
"pure theory."
Glancing around quick
I pick-
up this formidable word,
give it
a squeeze, guiltily
I feel its heft,
inspect
its girth—and find,
with dumb-
founded fingers, that it isn't
the iron-
hard and heavy
thing I'd always
imagined.
It's just this thin
and rutted alligator
skin, conserving (having
come this
far, I pierce it
with a pinky finger)
some crumbly in-
consequential fuzz
wrapping, in turn—nothing
but a tender
and pitiable
lack of imagination.
Thursday, April 26, 2018
INVOCATION
Dizzying—to look to horizons
and watch the brightest
eye itself gazing,
enthralled across
the still-
bald treetops—down
to alight
upon billions of
desperate mentalities
where, deeply inside
the seed of each, a private spark
might be awakened
to leap and catch
fire, realizing a billion
different guises—each new shape
of licking flame, a tendril,
a nascent
arm extending,
as if in the purest
gesture of giving—offering-
up to the others
somehow—different pieces
of the same
one light.
and watch the brightest
eye itself gazing,
enthralled across
the still-
bald treetops—down
to alight
upon billions of
desperate mentalities
where, deeply inside
the seed of each, a private spark
might be awakened
to leap and catch
fire, realizing a billion
different guises—each new shape
of licking flame, a tendril,
a nascent
arm extending,
as if in the purest
gesture of giving—offering-
up to the others
somehow—different pieces
of the same
one light.
Wednesday, April 25, 2018
HALLOWS
Night, wet
hoary moss
and mold grow blueblack
silent—fatally
covering the old;
morning, thick
with sun-
blanched mist—the stuff
new souls
are made of.
hoary moss
and mold grow blueblack
silent—fatally
covering the old;
morning, thick
with sun-
blanched mist—the stuff
new souls
are made of.
Tuesday, April 24, 2018
TAKES ONE TO KNOW ONE
Darling
you're so
ego-
centric, it ought to be
a breeze
not to think—
of all
the fat slimy
stone-
blind and
goal-haunted insects
writhing away—
underneath
your
perfect spring day.
you're so
ego-
centric, it ought to be
a breeze
not to think—
of all
the fat slimy
stone-
blind and
goal-haunted insects
writhing away—
underneath
your
perfect spring day.
Monday, April 23, 2018
OMEN
Clot-like, the old day's
overripe fire
spreads across
the deep pink water;
faraway, the oozing clouds
look lavender (though this
is quite impossible)—isn't there something?
You're supposed to remember.
Ghostly music
plays off
somewhere—a fantasy theme
blurred at each note's edges
by the increasing-
ly slow movement
of time—isn't there?
Something you're supposed to remember.
A lone seagull, high up crescent
of wheeling silver,
stabs in sharp relief against
the conjured scene
might be willfully mis-
taken to be
a dove—if not
for the distinct lack
of olive leaf—
might even
be taken
to be a raven—if not
for the
mostly just irritating
screeches it delivers:
Isn't there something you're supposed to remember?
overripe fire
spreads across
the deep pink water;
faraway, the oozing clouds
look lavender (though this
is quite impossible)—isn't there something?
You're supposed to remember.
Ghostly music
plays off
somewhere—a fantasy theme
blurred at each note's edges
by the increasing-
ly slow movement
of time—isn't there?
Something you're supposed to remember.
of wheeling silver,
stabs in sharp relief against
the conjured scene
might be willfully mis-
taken to be
a dove—if not
for the distinct lack
of olive leaf—
might even
be taken
to be a raven—if not
for the
mostly just irritating
screeches it delivers:
Isn't there something you're supposed to remember?
Saturday, April 21, 2018
SUPER MARIO
Those borderless flowing Saturday
mornings, slowly drowning
my capacity to imagine
a faraway
world where eggs
and milk are hard to get.
Touch another star, why don't they?
Like he can;
just
shut up
and eat that
fire flower, or whatever.
Again and again, I bust my head
against bricks, see if
I can
snort up the dust, call it
a balanced
breakfast.
mornings, slowly drowning
my capacity to imagine
a faraway
world where eggs
and milk are hard to get.
Touch another star, why don't they?
Like he can;
just
shut up
and eat that
fire flower, or whatever.
Again and again, I bust my head
against bricks, see if
I can
snort up the dust, call it
a balanced
breakfast.
Friday, April 20, 2018
KISS YOUR ASS GOODBYE
As usual, there goes your
sallow face
in a dirty
shop window; not just
a reflection—the sum
total
of all the
things you don't know.
You'd think
that understanding
would look a little different
from its
absence—but it
doesn't.
You stop. For a
second, both of you
stop. This is
no stranger—not even
a vague shadow.
This is your twin;
this is your exact double.
Except—that rift
(which you feel beginning
to pulsate now
as a physical thing;
wavering
but thick,
cold and impenetrable,
like the tight knot of muscle
between your stomach
and your lungs) you sense
isn't mutual.
Some gaps
are real; certain lacks
are both
solid and unbridgeable.
You could
bring him water—but you couldn't
make him take it.
You could never
make your
right hand do
the things his
left one is doing.
sallow face
in a dirty
shop window; not just
a reflection—the sum
total
of all the
things you don't know.
You'd think
that understanding
would look a little different
from its
absence—but it
doesn't.
You stop. For a
second, both of you
stop. This is
no stranger—not even
a vague shadow.
This is your twin;
this is your exact double.
Except—that rift
(which you feel beginning
to pulsate now
as a physical thing;
wavering
but thick,
cold and impenetrable,
like the tight knot of muscle
between your stomach
and your lungs) you sense
isn't mutual.
Some gaps
are real; certain lacks
are both
solid and unbridgeable.
You could
bring him water—but you couldn't
make him take it.
You could never
make your
right hand do
the things his
left one is doing.
Thursday, April 19, 2018
BESTIARY
Good
morning, good
morning—how are we
doing? This
morning, the part
of god
will be performed
by
that starling—
iridescent, gold-
flecked,
under the cognac-
yellow spotlight
of sun
that's been tenderly shaving
down last night's
stubble of
show showers—watch him
flutter
down now, to begin
our production
from first-position—on top
of the back-
alley line transformer
to peck a bit
at a glistening
peach pit in the wet gutter.
morning, good
morning—how are we
doing? This
morning, the part
of god
will be performed
by
that starling—
iridescent, gold-
flecked,
under the cognac-
yellow spotlight
of sun
that's been tenderly shaving
down last night's
stubble of
show showers—watch him
flutter
down now, to begin
our production
from first-position—on top
of the back-
alley line transformer
to peck a bit
at a glistening
peach pit in the wet gutter.
Wednesday, April 18, 2018
PROBABLY
Even though it
doesn't exist, there is still
this certain word
whose terrible weight is immeasurable—
it sits there on the page, like the derelict
tufts of half-fermented leaves
and stray cigarette
packs, obscuring every storm drain,
it looks from far away
like a languid ribbon of rising smoke—pretty
but useless
in a windless sky,
it sounds
like the unsought hysteric
tack of hard rain
against every midnight-blue windowsill,
not the sound
of any one specific music—but rather,
of all music put together's
bleary echo.
Tuesday, April 17, 2018
FURLOUGH POEM
Almost contemptible,
if not so
preposterous—how that
gray squirrel (rival
mammal) wire
tail thrumming,
turning dizzy figure
eight
patterns in the park—routinely makes me
feel so green-
eyed in-
sufficient!
not for
working so much
less hard that he does
for liberties—like
work breaks,
monster lunches;
for not
more often capitalizing
on such
easy and abundant day-to-
day opportunities—to abuse
more legal stimulants.
if not so
preposterous—how that
gray squirrel (rival
mammal) wire
tail thrumming,
turning dizzy figure
eight
patterns in the park—routinely makes me
feel so green-
eyed in-
sufficient!
not for
working so much
less hard that he does
for liberties—like
work breaks,
monster lunches;
for not
more often capitalizing
on such
easy and abundant day-to-
day opportunities—to abuse
more legal stimulants.
Monday, April 16, 2018
Friday, April 13, 2018
REUNITED
At last—
it is evening.
And Cause and Effect,
wearied
from the rat-
race
of counteracting all day, can
finally go strolling
together,
hand-in-hand—agreeably talking
shit
about everything.
Even the splashiest
sunsets
don't impress them—like:
why can't
the dumb
clouds come
in creamy peach colors
all the time?
it is evening.
And Cause and Effect,
wearied
from the rat-
race
of counteracting all day, can
finally go strolling
together,
hand-in-hand—agreeably talking
shit
about everything.
Even the splashiest
sunsets
don't impress them—like:
why can't
the dumb
clouds come
in creamy peach colors
all the time?
Thursday, April 12, 2018
BLUE FLAME
The odd rumor, delivered
in enjambed and
tremulous whispers,
maintains the suspicion
that Poetry survives—
in those wild haunted
fields, beyond
the great walls
of Ordinary Language—subsists
on raw honey, loose
grubs and dry
beetle shells—and occasionally
pays visits there
to barter for medicine—
after long nights spent
coaxing and trapping a few
wandering souls
in a fragile
old milk bottle—for use
as currency.
in enjambed and
tremulous whispers,
maintains the suspicion
that Poetry survives—
in those wild haunted
fields, beyond
the great walls
of Ordinary Language—subsists
on raw honey, loose
grubs and dry
beetle shells—and occasionally
pays visits there
to barter for medicine—
after long nights spent
coaxing and trapping a few
wandering souls
in a fragile
old milk bottle—for use
as currency.
Wednesday, April 11, 2018
SOMEHOW
Every night,
real as you like—an impossibly
round chunk of
white rock goes on hanging
completely uncontested
in the edgeless sky—
invisibly
bound, but free
of charge—
and clear
(for now)
of advertisements.
Tuesday, April 10, 2018
RITE OF SPRING
How is it, Chicago—the sheer resonant beauty
sponsored by your early
April afternoons
must always be composed of
so many smaller and
unbeautiful pieces?
Or had we better ask
the trash-mad seagulls?—
boomeranging hard just now
about the bloated clouds,
seemingly hitting
all the wrong keys at once—as if charged
yet again this season
with the inglorious task—of
just making sure
this wheezy old organ
still works.
sponsored by your early
April afternoons
must always be composed of
so many smaller and
unbeautiful pieces?
Or had we better ask
the trash-mad seagulls?—
boomeranging hard just now
about the bloated clouds,
seemingly hitting
all the wrong keys at once—as if charged
yet again this season
with the inglorious task—of
just making sure
this wheezy old organ
still works.
Monday, April 9, 2018
YIELD
Even the scrawny
disenfranchised
flocks careening past
all seem to slow-up
and cease their incessant
honking for a moment—
acceding to this
puerile April
her quiet, cool quiescence
as a quite
unhinged and lion-
headed
March keeps
raving
in her girlish face.
Friday, April 6, 2018
PARISH
Sometimes I wish I was
a whole congregation;
then I'd have much
better excuses—like
this pied blue profusion
of fat waxy pigeons, messily
ranging the neighborhood:
one minute riding
high upon the majestic
voice of the April wind,
the next low-bowed, pecking
and scratching at every
crack in the asphalt
for a tidbit of breakfast—
never potent,
not concentrated enough
to wonder
whether anything
at all
is going to turn out fine;
knowing nothing
of god—only of vanishing
opportunity.
a whole congregation;
then I'd have much
better excuses—like
this pied blue profusion
of fat waxy pigeons, messily
ranging the neighborhood:
one minute riding
high upon the majestic
voice of the April wind,
the next low-bowed, pecking
and scratching at every
crack in the asphalt
for a tidbit of breakfast—
never potent,
not concentrated enough
to wonder
whether anything
at all
is going to turn out fine;
knowing nothing
of god—only of vanishing
opportunity.
Thursday, April 5, 2018
SUSPICIOUS
Around
noon, these stiller
days, I
see you lying
dubious
on the ground—
my nearest
enemy,
my dear
equanimous shadow.
Silent, ponderous, you
invite me:
sit right down, stretch out
the immediate
until it becomes
the indefinite.
Every breath, unspeakably
useless,
all alarms—
pure sound.
All my love—now
sticky,
contracts down
into—pity and attachment.
Every move
I no longer make
is practice;
every itch
I refuse to
scratch is
a preparation—
for death.
noon, these stiller
days, I
see you lying
dubious
on the ground—
my nearest
enemy,
my dear
equanimous shadow.
Silent, ponderous, you
invite me:
sit right down, stretch out
the immediate
until it becomes
the indefinite.
Every breath, unspeakably
useless,
all alarms—
pure sound.
All my love—now
sticky,
contracts down
into—pity and attachment.
Every move
I no longer make
is practice;
every itch
I refuse to
scratch is
a preparation—
for death.
Wednesday, April 4, 2018
TEXTBOOK
Already, we
are past,
we
are history;
we are
legend—we are chronicle.
All those hours—like petals
falling slow-
ly faster
out
and down-
ward from the center
of the mellow
flower of the day
into a big
cool bowl of
stainless silver;
like the dismantled scrambled
letters of each of our
first and last names
whispered one at a
time from the tip
of some lonesome precipice
down toward the roiled chest
of the greatest single ancient
ocean on the planet—which,
today, scholars all
call—Nothing Special.
are past,
we
are history;
we are
legend—we are chronicle.
All those hours—like petals
falling slow-
ly faster
out
and down-
ward from the center
of the mellow
flower of the day
into a big
cool bowl of
stainless silver;
like the dismantled scrambled
letters of each of our
first and last names
whispered one at a
time from the tip
of some lonesome precipice
down toward the roiled chest
of the greatest single ancient
ocean on the planet—which,
today, scholars all
call—Nothing Special.
Tuesday, April 3, 2018
PATIENCE (SOLITAIRE)
One single
sweet little
Vidalia onion—
nestled in its crimson bowl
keeps begging me to
write a
poem about it—so I guess
here I go.
Chilly gray light from the kitchen
window drapes it,
makes its dirty skin
look clean and perfect,
makes it it look pale and
textured and whole,
makes it look useful—
like the habitable
surface of an alien planet;
the bowl itself, glass
and fluted, and its
muddled shadow stains the patterned woodgrain
table it sits on;
Cheesy "Clair de Lune" is playing
in another room—and I feel so bitter-
sweet pink blue and yellow inside,
so dumb
mute, mild, and midday-sadly
content to be alone
standing here
barefoot (with cold toes)
in the middle of all this
realizing
it's raining again,
sniffing
the faint smell,
and wondering—
what's all this
pretense
of an
onion for?
sweet little
Vidalia onion—
nestled in its crimson bowl
keeps begging me to
write a
poem about it—so I guess
here I go.
Chilly gray light from the kitchen
window drapes it,
makes its dirty skin
look clean and perfect,
makes it it look pale and
textured and whole,
makes it look useful—
like the habitable
surface of an alien planet;
the bowl itself, glass
and fluted, and its
muddled shadow stains the patterned woodgrain
table it sits on;
Cheesy "Clair de Lune" is playing
in another room—and I feel so bitter-
sweet pink blue and yellow inside,
so dumb
mute, mild, and midday-sadly
content to be alone
standing here
barefoot (with cold toes)
in the middle of all this
realizing
it's raining again,
sniffing
the faint smell,
and wondering—
what's all this
pretense
of an
onion for?
Monday, April 2, 2018
FEELINGS
Sometimes, it's like I can
hear myself hearing
myself talking, and
all of a
sudden, I get this weird
hunch—prefab
and
storebought—words
are just shirts
and pants
for my thoughts—which, in
turn, must just
be so many
torsos fingers toes
arms legs crotches and butts—
all bumpy
and wrinkled and ashy
and ugly and what-
not—and not one of them
autonomous; each one
nothing but
a nervous
quivering slave, a soft
fleshy pink
robot—pressed tough
and eternally
into the electrically
controlled
neuro-muscular
service of—guess what?
hear myself hearing
myself talking, and
all of a
sudden, I get this weird
hunch—prefab
and
storebought—words
are just shirts
and pants
for my thoughts—which, in
turn, must just
be so many
torsos fingers toes
arms legs crotches and butts—
all bumpy
and wrinkled and ashy
and ugly and what-
not—and not one of them
autonomous; each one
nothing but
a nervous
quivering slave, a soft
fleshy pink
robot—pressed tough
and eternally
into the electrically
controlled
neuro-muscular
service of—guess what?
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