Okay—the truth is
that one
day—on planet earth
after running
and re-
running—all of the numbers;
and painting
like crazy—
all of the corners;
and paving carefully
over
all of the
math that's still showing;
you'll look
one last time—totally bonkers
into the
tired
old eyes of one another—
and you'll say
faithfully—that you barely
even remember
whether or not
you ever
decided—to get married.
Thursday, July 31, 2014
Wednesday, July 30, 2014
CINEMA VERITE
Kate—it seems like
whenever
I dream—
my blocky and indistinct
ungainly dreams—not only
are you
always in them;
but inevitably—
co-opting!
writing—and charitably
redirecting
the filmy things—
with all your shapely
graceful
wherewithal
and its—
often uncanny
supple ability—
to curve
and soften
my macho
and intermittent
roars and explosions
into something
much more
like—believable dialogue.
whenever
I dream—
my blocky and indistinct
ungainly dreams—not only
are you
always in them;
but inevitably—
co-opting!
writing—and charitably
redirecting
the filmy things—
with all your shapely
graceful
wherewithal
and its—
often uncanny
supple ability—
to curve
and soften
my macho
and intermittent
roars and explosions
into something
much more
like—believable dialogue.
Tuesday, July 29, 2014
ON THE FENCE
On old and long
Lyndale
Street—both kinds
of strength
seem so spasmodically
demonstrated
and yet—
done-
so repeatedly
by such winding
and bendable
soft vines
of
mauvewhite flowers climbing—
these neverending black
spade-
coronated
pikes of hard iron—
DAYDREAM
To—all you old
fat July
hordes of sun-greasy
flies that keep
slowbuzzing loop-
de-loop
wakes through my gangway—scram!
And make
way!—
because
here come the furious wet
jaws of your
worst nightmare—
a fed-
up
and incredulous
deadeye dachshund-beagle—
who's not
nearly as
amused—as her
handler
might be
with how—it could ever even
possibly be! that you're all
at once—
both so
pathetically lazy—
and so
very
very delirious?
fat July
hordes of sun-greasy
flies that keep
slowbuzzing loop-
de-loop
wakes through my gangway—scram!
And make
way!—
because
here come the furious wet
jaws of your
worst nightmare—
a fed-
up
and incredulous
deadeye dachshund-beagle—
who's not
nearly as
amused—as her
handler
might be
with how—it could ever even
possibly be! that you're all
at once—
both so
pathetically lazy—
and so
very
very delirious?
Monday, July 28, 2014
SKY BLUE
Just think—
the unequivocally
most expensive
and least
precious—thing that you've
probably ever
seen lying
around on the ground—is probably
the same shiny
simultaneous thing—
and it's
downright despicable!
how terribly
little—
whatever it is could possibly
mean—
to hopscotch.
Friday, July 25, 2014
EVEN STEVEN
Seems like it
never fails—the glummer
and more
somber—the slate gray
stone planter;
the more truly
busting
and shocking
blue violet—its population
of asters
huge
lavender and
can't forget
catmint—
NARCISSUS THIRSTY
Scooped-
up tight
and rescued—ice-
cold
from a rippling
but mellow silver pool;
this—
must be what
my soul
really looks like—a perfectly
strange and
empty
kind of fullness
for a flash of a second—
oblique and expunged
of all
but the most personal
of pronouns—
the most beautiful
of all
the beauties
alone reflects back
up at me—here in the shallow
hollow of my
cupped wet hand.
up tight
and rescued—ice-
cold
from a rippling
but mellow silver pool;
this—
must be what
my soul
really looks like—a perfectly
strange and
empty
kind of fullness
for a flash of a second—
oblique and expunged
of all
but the most personal
of pronouns—
the most beautiful
of all
the beauties
alone reflects back
up at me—here in the shallow
hollow of my
cupped wet hand.
Thursday, July 24, 2014
THE RUB IS—
It's just so
tremendously!
tough—to consider
poetry—as
so many
sinkfulls
of
epic blue
dishes need scrubbing—
Wednesday, July 23, 2014
CONVOLUTION
Today I think
I feel—still more
tired
than even these endless
slow tendrils
of fat and off-
white logy
milk look—stretched-
out and yawning—
deep
through glass
after—endlessly
repeating
translucent
glass
of foggy cold
ineffectually lovely
iced coffee—
that I've
all the while—only
been dreaming
of ordering.
Tuesday, July 22, 2014
HUMILITY CONTEST
On those rosy rare occasions
during
grimy after-
noons spent walking—
when my steady-as-she-
goes attention
span is—suddenly rather rudely
embarrassed—
by a sheer clean wealth
of burnt yellow sun-
flowers and fiery
shocks of spindly
snapdragons waving
at me madly—from
behind an oddly
fanciful
wrought iron
fence somehow splayed
out in
Chicago's most
tumbledown alley—that's
when I secretly
and sheepishly—feel
I'm actually pretty
decent—at recognizing
when I've
been shown
whatever I
must mean by—my own
good fortune.
during
grimy after-
noons spent walking—
when my steady-as-she-
goes attention
span is—suddenly rather rudely
embarrassed—
by a sheer clean wealth
of burnt yellow sun-
flowers and fiery
shocks of spindly
snapdragons waving
at me madly—from
behind an oddly
fanciful
wrought iron
fence somehow splayed
out in
Chicago's most
tumbledown alley—that's
when I secretly
and sheepishly—feel
I'm actually pretty
decent—at recognizing
when I've
been shown
whatever I
must mean by—my own
good fortune.
Monday, July 21, 2014
INTELLIGENT DESIGN FLAWS
Suddenly one
unoriginal July day—in the hot rude lateless
of ongoing afternoon
you're—perched
on a porch
sipping iced coffee and munching
and contemplating—a million
and one little
madeleine cookies—tiny repeating seashells
all modeled after
the very
first perfect madeleine cookie—
only—you realize
there probably was no actual first
madeleine cookie—
and just you're so over-
whelmed
by the implications of that
implacable thought—
that you
simply must
stop and
haul off to the nearest park—and go
splashing
through the swimming pool
of cool
and endlessly—and
refreshingly
bue and self-
similar water.
unoriginal July day—in the hot rude lateless
of ongoing afternoon
you're—perched
on a porch
sipping iced coffee and munching
and contemplating—a million
and one little
madeleine cookies—tiny repeating seashells
all modeled after
the very
first perfect madeleine cookie—
only—you realize
there probably was no actual first
madeleine cookie—
and just you're so over-
whelmed
by the implications of that
implacable thought—
that you
simply must
stop and
haul off to the nearest park—and go
splashing
through the swimming pool
of cool
and endlessly—and
refreshingly
bue and self-
similar water.
Friday, July 18, 2014
INDISCREET MUSIC
The silence—that
finally
falls—at the
end
of it all—though it feels audacious-
ly exposed
has—in fact
been adroitly
composed—
of every single
subsequent
timeless
classic album's
closing-
track—specifically not
being played
back—
at once.
Thursday, July 17, 2014
GRAPHEMES ARE THE SCAFFOLDING
You may start
to think
reading this—that
there's
images present—or
at least
being conjured—
perhaps of balmy
mid-July
mornings in wide-open
city parks
each kissed
with
seagreen grass—and flush with
the spotty occasional
rosy rash of
little sticks of kids
toddling
off in the distance—that is
until the lush
quiet fields
start
to fog up—from the rush
of fresh
steam quietly gathering
up on your screen
from a close-
at-hand coffee cup—
dispelling
at-once any lingering
mistrust
of the fact that I've really just
been punching-
up
a plain
and blank white page
with all—
or at least some—of the
same-
old-same-
old
twenty-something sorts
of characters.
to think
reading this—that
there's
images present—or
at least
being conjured—
perhaps of balmy
mid-July
mornings in wide-open
city parks
each kissed
with
seagreen grass—and flush with
the spotty occasional
rosy rash of
little sticks of kids
toddling
off in the distance—that is
until the lush
quiet fields
start
to fog up—from the rush
of fresh
steam quietly gathering
up on your screen
from a close-
at-hand coffee cup—
dispelling
at-once any lingering
mistrust
of the fact that I've really just
been punching-
up
a plain
and blank white page
with all—
or at least some—of the
same-
old-same-
old
twenty-something sorts
of characters.
Wednesday, July 16, 2014
PACIFICA
Even—or maybe it's more like
especially
here in Chicago's most crippled
and vile
network
of narrow swiss
cheese
dismal and holy dis-
combobulated alleys—
repeating brick walls
look quite
expensive—lushly covered
up
in such quiet ivy—
especially
here in Chicago's most crippled
and vile
network
of narrow swiss
cheese
dismal and holy dis-
combobulated alleys—
repeating brick walls
look quite
expensive—lushly covered
up
in such quiet ivy—
Tuesday, July 15, 2014
YAKETY YAK
I submit
Kate—you'll always
and forever be—
a prominent
powerful
and instantly
recognizable—
husky
vocal lead.
But even
when it seems
like I'm back-
talking hopelessly—
know
I'm merely—doing my best
to imitate
the cartoony
old
saxophone bleating away—
really just
to fill-
in
those
gaps left—whenever!
you need a short
laugh
or—more
emphatically—
a good
little rest.
Monday, July 14, 2014
EZ-GO
It's just—no use
trying
to convince the faint grimacing
and stout
capped old-
timer
outside on the stoop—
who's squinting
hunched and narrow-
eyed—a flurry
of pinched fingers—
over a ritualized
lunch break prize
scratch-and-win ticket—
that it's too
late—he's long since
bet everything
he'd ever been
capable
of gaining—
and won.
Sunday, July 13, 2014
POEM FOR VERA ELLEN
The best things
happen while you're dancing—
so that's how come
you
missed them all.
Friday, July 11, 2014
HALOS
Once in a while—in summer
gloomy clots
of Great Lakes weather
make—
soggy and cedar-
shaded acres
of stubborn yellow
spindles of weeds—look rather
circuitously
a lot
like flowers.
Thursday, July 10, 2014
COLLIDING FRONTS
Fresh and cool
sour green
mint of frothy horse piss—
ebullient and
tangy—goes jaunty intermingling
with the warm rising
facades of burnt
sugar from almost everywhere else—
to co-
create—in an instant
effortless
cascading—
waves of timeless Main Street.
Wednesday, July 9, 2014
OCCASIONALLY DAISIES SPLIT THE ROCKS
Among all
the possible
worlds—there exists
a blissful
milk blue one—in which
the poet
describes perfectly
(without
much stormy
flotsam of words
or any
disparaging footnotes)
the area
underneath
each fluke of a curve.
But thankfully
there
would also
be—mathematically
more than
a couple
in which I
am no good
at telling you any of this.
Tuesday, July 8, 2014
THE WAY IT CRUMBLES
Dismissing every little
bit—of gravel
with a nonchalant kick
from each
of a pair of dusty
eager sneakers—my little body turned
and moved
toward looming
sun and streets
and what
it felt
was surely freedom—
without so much as
even pausing—
to consider
the reciprocal
boon that had just
been granted
in relinquishing
those humble
eons-
old pebbles.
Monday, July 7, 2014
WRINKLES
For better—or
for
so much
much much worse—you might
feel flushed
rushed or rumpled;
gnawed
by your hunger
or infuriated
by thirst—
or just tired and crumpled-
up
looking—out here
in the high-
contrast light of
the clean
honest noonday
sun—but only
so much
to the chagrin—of the only
set of lenses
on the premises
that's capable—not to
mention
sophisticated
enough—
to actually notice!
you honestly
might
just look—
like
you're smiling.
Friday, July 4, 2014
SERIOUS PROBLEM WITH POETRY
Bereft of all—by now
but my
own small
and dark
motivated
stabs at thought
I confess; I've become abusive
again
of words—
beautiful
stupid
lugubrious words—
the way
they let loose
and sluice
down to fill
in easy—each
of the plenty of gaps
left—in the space
where I live
and used
to laugh
more often.
Thursday, July 3, 2014
THE PASSIVE VOICE—
Of a clichéd loop-
di-looping shopping bag
Nevertheless keeps on
chiding me—see skinny?
the only way to
go free
is truly—
to let yourself get
as completely
filled-up—
as possible!
D.S. AL CODA
In truth—or all
likelihood at least
the very last
time you do
something—doesn't feel very
much at all
like
the first;
but it does tend
to resemble—almost
exactly! the next-
to-most
recent—which only
makes it all-
too-easy
to presciently understand
the vague
blush that keeps welling-
up
as you muddle
through the task:
having come
at last
in glory—to judge
the living and
the dead—
just feels kind
of awkward—if not
downright
counterproductive!
to the whole scheme
of a kingdom that has
no end—
Wednesday, July 2, 2014
DEPTHLESS
Belting Paul
Simon tunes
with Lucy and
you—Kate
it's a swell
little feeling—
I admit;
to move out
of myself
for a bit—and to
just dwell
in us.
Simon tunes
with Lucy and
you—Kate
it's a swell
little feeling—
I admit;
to move out
of myself
for a bit—and to
just dwell
in us.
Tuesday, July 1, 2014
GRATUITOUS
By July
even the baked
wasteland
of cracked highway
median strips—is busting
with thick
and scraggly
whitepurple weedy flowers—
not arranged
for display
but just—stacked deep
and cheaply
and out of
the way—it's as though
even the rough
and glorious old
stock of wild wilderness
has run out
of space in which
to call itself
a place! and has as of late
started creeping
into this—weird new field
called logistics.
even the baked
wasteland
of cracked highway
median strips—is busting
with thick
and scraggly
whitepurple weedy flowers—
not arranged
for display
but just—stacked deep
and cheaply
and out of
the way—it's as though
even the rough
and glorious old
stock of wild wilderness
has run out
of space in which
to call itself
a place! and has as of late
started creeping
into this—weird new field
called logistics.
GO FUCK YOURSELF—
If you're
one of those
little fat
and glazed-
over
empty vessels
sitting around my kitchen
cabinets—rattling
in this thunderstorm
all hopeful with your
mouth wide
open and supposing—
that it's
what's—inside
that really
matters—like it's
content
that counts!
When
really—
nothing
speaks greater volumes—I mean
nothing
holds more water
than what a thing
is called.
one of those
little fat
and glazed-
over
empty vessels
sitting around my kitchen
cabinets—rattling
in this thunderstorm
all hopeful with your
mouth wide
open and supposing—
that it's
what's—inside
that really
matters—like it's
content
that counts!
When
really—
nothing
speaks greater volumes—I mean
nothing
holds more water
than what a thing
is called.
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