intervening pained 
and delighted
lies the softest
landing, otherwise known 
as confused.
As a new infant 
furrows her brow at 
our humming
or the tabby cat cocks 
his head left 
and meows 
while we vent 
the day's frustrations, or try 
to say I love you—
so too, do I
find myself, once 
in a while,
when I chance upon
some photo of a life 
long-left behind,
becalmed 
as a raft between two 
agnostic oceans—
marooned on that reef 
between anguished 
and amused.