crawling along 
on my ceiling 
who just startled 
me out of my 
impotent brooding:
I've decided 
(for the moment) 
to permit you 
to live—
but only for as long 
as you continue 
to remind me 
that I too,
in the past, have 
maintained the ability 
to remain calm 
and silent 
while I'm
inching toward the goal
in an upside-down world 
which is loathe 
to acknowledge 
that in order 
to change 
their circumstance, 
some would 
risk it all.