you will feel compelled
and the story
you are trying to tell
will careen—
to continue
to run up that hill
at the end of
your dreams,
as life within you
and without you
will spar
and the story
you are trying to tell
will careen—
that's the extent
to which
you will lose just about
everything
you have received
thus far.
But the one thing
you must try to keep
is your thanks
that whatever
remains
after the loses
must be the only stuff
made to endure:
a soul
which does not care
in praise of which epitome
it sings—
an essence which is made
of the meat
of what change is.