up and
what happens next,
back in a
dizzying cloud,
breasts newly freed,
now swinging
limply
limply
apart overhead, and—
what happens next,
you'll use
as a weapon 
against the frittering flat
remainder
remainder
of your life. 
*
Fact is—
no time
was really
the first time
you dreamed this.
And
Fact is—
no time
was really
the first time
you dreamed this.
And
the last time 
you do, 
it'll only be important to you 
that you did—and now 
you don't, and soon
you won't, 
but still 
you'll love to lie 
back and reenact the act
of knowing 
that you knew how to
imagine it
from time to time, when the
imagine it
from time to time, when the
mood strikes.