wavy season of dearth,
when all seems
as dust
and the sticky smell
of dill,
when
when
your brains have turned
to pure
nectarines—
bruised
and lately kept artificial-
ly cold
to protect
and to slow
the spreading
blush of
their bruises;
that's
when
it's just starting to get
so those
aspects
you'd been hovering over,
greedy
to protect,
livid to start
dying over—
are finally
almost
ready—
to open up
into
symbols
worth
living for.