need to know,
I looked
again,
and sure
enough, the clock
wore a face
of severe
disfigurement. And then I
double-checked, and the
distance between
here and there
appeared much more
perilous,
uncivilized, and austere
than either
cultivated here
or idealized there. And then it hit me
between the eyes—the truth
of today
is so savage
and wild
and raw—but
and raw—but
sheer exhilaration
cannot
even touch
what's beautiful, not
by a long
or lovely
shot.