"...he makes the shadow, he pursues."
—Coleridge, "Constancy to an Ideal Object"
—Coleridge, "Constancy to an Ideal Object"
Walking eastward
around sunset,
you get
smeared out in-
discriminately—
all over town. Somewhere,
all over town. Somewhere,
a longish
ways behind you
ways behind you
back there,
your colossal
old shadow
is smarting—from
the pain of now
having
to work
through something,
which you failed
through something,
which you failed
at doing
but it sure is
yesterday.
And back
up ahead, the rose
colored skin of to-
colored skin of to-
night's body—
detects a sympathetic
thin twinge
thin twinge
of this shady feeling,
though it
only just
barely registers it—
a slight,
curious
shiver
in the gloaming,
as it
in the gloaming,
as it
mutely stumbles
to remember—
how it wasn't
at all! happy
when it
happened;
when it
happened;
but it sure is
now—that it
already did.