So pumped-
up, 
it's deleterious
and so much hip
swagger—they're nervous
not to mention—nosey
but fucked if he
doesn't already
know
it all—man, he's only
as deaf as 
the volume at which he's shouting; and it's
always something—dizzy 
cool about his
miraculous and never-
ending and bowie 
knife-
inspired suicide,
claiming—
it's actually all this dang 
checking in
to make sure that I'm 
still dead—
that's making me 
look like I 
feel so dead-
tired.