Friday, May 2, 2025

WHY I WRITE, MK. III

It's not to speak 
my mind 
at all, 

but rather
to climb 
inside the language 

like a power suit, 
like chainmail—

to feel huge 
and yet invisible, 

buoyantly quixotic 
in a world 
full of windmills—

to feel utterly protected, 
secure in my belief 

in the feats 
of which it's capable—
and yet still, 

when I get 
near a poem's end,
to flail;

to panic, then 
go limp;

to let go 
and admit 

I don't know shit—and
even if I did

I surely 
haven't said it.