This is never far 
from the tip 
of my tongue: 
I would do anything 
to keep myself 
from dissolving. 
But perhaps this 
is wrong. 
Perhaps bliss, 
as we know it,
is the feeling 
of being 
tossed—
a warm lozenge, 
pink 
and sweet, 
lost to the gray heart 
of a cool salty sea.
*
Lately, I love 
to catch myself
being in the wrong.
As if 
winding up 
naked in a bad dream 
were proof-
positive: 
any narrative 
which recurs 
is controllable—
can be 
soothing.
