Don't even—think
of consecrating 
the idea—by daring
to speak
it—out 
loud 
in cold gloom; 
just—first 
have coffee
alone—in your curtain-
dark
kitchen, 
listen—but distractedly
to blunt piano
chords looming
and 
wreathing—like the steam 
rising-
up from your coffee—
so delicately
all around 
your chintzy clock radio,
and then—finally 
just forget 
whatever 
it is—I was saying.
