Little humdrum bumblebee—flickering
lowly and erratic
through the stiff and non-particular
knots of high grasses—how I wonder!
here beneath our shared canopy
of uncharacteristically chilly July air—do you
also daydream? Are you so distracted-
ly busy? fizzing to recall—each and all
of last summer's most-popular blossoms?
where they were exactly—and how lovely!
it was to gently drink—and wick a little
of their rarefied lives away from them?
Or are you merely out here humming
so diligently—to remind?
This too!—could be
true!
This too!—
might be right!
This too.
Can maybe
just—must
be.
Wednesday, July 8, 2015
Tuesday, July 7, 2015
EARMARKS
There—in the raw and undesignated
newness of morning,
just before—the ink dries
on the signatures of things
and the sting
of your self
unleashes—
and thumbs its tremendous weight
evenly and hard
into the pulpy grey
matter of your
as-yet unproselytized mind—
when the light (even the light currently
motivating your eyes)
still feels—far off
and like it came from outside;
it is there—you must try.
And try hard. As hard
as you can—not to think
but rather
to wonder;
How? Just how many times?
in this moment—in this very
room? in this very
same space—prior to now?
have you felt
your soul
quake like this? having leapt
up! in a split second;
only to feel chaffed
and confounded
and constrained—by the weight
of those names
always coming so rapidly
and heavily into formation?
And then—in that same space
of time—you must try
to concentrate even harder.
To imagine
even faster—the impossible idea
of tomorrow! Of
the next day. Of a very
next morning. Another one.
A different
one! And yet—somehow, just
the same one.
And then?—And what then?
What in hell
will you do then?
And even
more importantly—
what will you do now?
newness of morning,
just before—the ink dries
on the signatures of things
and the sting
of your self
unleashes—
and thumbs its tremendous weight
evenly and hard
into the pulpy grey
matter of your
as-yet unproselytized mind—
when the light (even the light currently
motivating your eyes)
still feels—far off
and like it came from outside;
it is there—you must try.
And try hard. As hard
as you can—not to think
but rather
to wonder;
How? Just how many times?
in this moment—in this very
room? in this very
same space—prior to now?
have you felt
your soul
quake like this? having leapt
up! in a split second;
only to feel chaffed
and confounded
and constrained—by the weight
of those names
always coming so rapidly
and heavily into formation?
And then—in that same space
of time—you must try
to concentrate even harder.
To imagine
even faster—the impossible idea
of tomorrow! Of
the next day. Of a very
next morning. Another one.
A different
one! And yet—somehow, just
the same one.
And then?—And what then?
What in hell
will you do then?
And even
more importantly—
what will you do now?
Monday, July 6, 2015
COUNTING ON IT
Recklessly,
I've been practicing naked—at making this
pretty weird
mug the whole morning;
over and over—
for hours
in my cold bath-
room mirror (I've been told
if I'm not
careful—it just might!
stay that way)—Okay,
but which one?
I'm guessing,
at this point—
you're
probably asking? Only
the craziest! And
riskiest!—
And definitely most screwed-up
and difficult-
to-master
kisser I can muster, mister—
My face.
The first one.
The only one
that couldn't have looked—
this bad.
I've been practicing naked—at making this
pretty weird
mug the whole morning;
over and over—
for hours
in my cold bath-
room mirror (I've been told
if I'm not
careful—it just might!
stay that way)—Okay,
but which one?
I'm guessing,
at this point—
you're
probably asking? Only
the craziest! And
riskiest!—
And definitely most screwed-up
and difficult-
to-master
kisser I can muster, mister—
My face.
The first one.
The only one
that couldn't have looked—
this bad.
Friday, July 3, 2015
QUIXOTIC
Soft through the curtained air
her thin breaths—communicating
to him distinctly
the impractical romance—of late sleeping;
and then—upon finally beginning
to stretch
and begin shedding
her gruff dreamy feeling of
big armadillo skin
for more pliant—
and yet
still more
unrealistic things—
day-old apparitions of seedy hard bread
with holes up each of their middles,
for example,
and lugubrious brown
streams of
coffee pouring legato
from giant steaming pitchers—he resolves
that to love her—here,
now,
with abandon
as wild
and weird
as her
impulsive
and
impetuous nature—
would be far, far
less risky
than to ever—dare endeavor not to.
her thin breaths—communicating
to him distinctly
the impractical romance—of late sleeping;
and then—upon finally beginning
to stretch
and begin shedding
her gruff dreamy feeling of
big armadillo skin
for more pliant—
and yet
still more
unrealistic things—
day-old apparitions of seedy hard bread
with holes up each of their middles,
for example,
and lugubrious brown
streams of
coffee pouring legato
from giant steaming pitchers—he resolves
that to love her—here,
now,
with abandon
as wild
and weird
as her
impulsive
and
impetuous nature—
would be far, far
less risky
than to ever—dare endeavor not to.
Thursday, July 2, 2015
CROSSFADE
Alright, fine—but it must be?
some
dazed, sunny after-
noon situated
somewhere in between
Memorial
and Labor Day—opaque
with condensation-
thick
and ice
cube grey-
colored billows of yardsmoke—
for it
to feel
even
remotely okay!
the way
that—Heart
of Glass
is bleeding—
weirdly
into My
Sherona!
some
dazed, sunny after-
noon situated
somewhere in between
Memorial
and Labor Day—opaque
with condensation-
thick
and ice
cube grey-
colored billows of yardsmoke—
for it
to feel
even
remotely okay!
the way
that—Heart
of Glass
is bleeding—
weirdly
into My
Sherona!
Wednesday, July 1, 2015
UNDEAD AFTER BILLY CORGAN
Turns out,
you were pretty much
right—about
everything—the world
really was!
just a vampire.
That is—poor,
but rich-
ly dressed;
old,
but still—
terrifying.
you were pretty much
right—about
everything—the world
really was!
just a vampire.
That is—poor,
but rich-
ly dressed;
old,
but still—
terrifying.
PUCKER
Littlest drooping
scarlet daisy
of the bunch—it gives me
such strange
heart—
to watch
your docile
head hang;
thinking—
if only!
there wasn't
so much
stiff competition
out here—
more of us
could resign—
to be
winners.
scarlet daisy
of the bunch—it gives me
such strange
heart—
to watch
your docile
head hang;
thinking—
if only!
there wasn't
so much
stiff competition
out here—
more of us
could resign—
to be
winners.
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