On those rosy rare occasions during grimy after- noons spent walking— when my steady-as-she- goes attention span is—suddenly rather rudely embarrassed— by a sheer clean wealth of burnt yellow sun- flowers and fiery shocks of spindly snapdragons waving at me madly—from behind an oddly fanciful wrought iron fence somehow splayed out in Chicago's most tumbledown alley—that's when I secretly and sheepishly—feel I'm actually pretty decent—at recognizing when I've been shown whatever I must mean by—my own good fortune.
Suddenly one unoriginal July day—in the hot rude lateless of ongoing afternoon you're—perched on a porch sipping iced coffee and munching and contemplating—a million and one little madeleine cookies—tiny repeating seashells all modeled after the very first perfect madeleine cookie— only—you realize there probably was no actual first madeleine cookie— and just you're so over- whelmed by the implications of that implacable thought— that you simply must stop and haul off to the nearest park—and go splashing through the swimming pool of cool and endlessly—and refreshingly bue and self- similar water.
You may start to think reading this—that there's images present—or at least being conjured— perhaps of balmy mid-July mornings in wide-open city parks each kissed with seagreen grass—and flush with the spotty occasional rosy rash of little sticks of kids toddling off in the distance—that is until the lush quiet fields start to fog up—from the rush of fresh steam quietly gathering up on your screen from a close- at-hand coffee cup— dispelling at-once any lingering mistrust of the fact that I've really just been punching- up a plain and blank white page with all— or at least some—of the same- old-same- old twenty-something sorts of characters.
Even—or maybe it's more like especially here in Chicago's most crippled and vile network of narrow swiss cheese dismal and holy dis- combobulated alleys— repeating brick walls look quite expensive—lushly covered up in such quiet ivy—