Friday, June 13, 2025

A WORKING MODEL OF EXPERIENCE

If the past is 
just a joke 

whose punchline we 
have memorized, 

and the future 
is a cruse ship 

whose tagline is 
"unsinkable," 

then the present 
must be the decimal repeating 

after all 
that we're capable 

of recording 
with our devices 

is divided 
by all that we still find 
unthinkable. 

*

If the past 
is me knowing 
what everyone was thinking, 

and the future 
is a party 
in a room I can't picture, 

then the present 
must be the one I'm in 
now: 

on the couch
unamused, surrounded 
by strangers. 

*

To wake up 
and find myself 
in the middle 

of a sentence—
it's like 

I've just come-to 
in the freefall 
of existence, 

hurtling downward 
toward an "is" 
that won't discriminate. 

What's it like 
for you?