Tuesday, February 25, 2025

REGRET IS THE ENGINE

It's possible that 
this whole time, we've been 
doing it wrong: 

searching for life's metabolites 
in the frozen oceans 
of Jupiter's moons 

when, in truth, it exists 
in its purest form 
in the flame of our mistakes.

Our small losses 
coalesce, and the travesty 
gains mass 

til it condenses 
and falls down
and puddles like rain 

in the rock-hard layers 
of our recalled before-
and-afters.

In fact, so rich is this 
vein that exists 
beneath our feet 

that to claim we 
could sort it 
and give it a name 

would defy the very
meaning of our drive 
to explain.