there were numbers, 
the dream 
of you and I 
was a lot more 
precise. 
Our goodbyes 
were less conceptual, 
our barbs 
more cut and dried. 
Twice 
was a luxury; 
halfway, 
a meeting place. 
Now, I can no longer lie 
in the dark at night 
and estimate the worth 
of your indefinite face, 
then drift off to sleep 
while I count myself lucky 
that you're simply 
nearby, 
or else
very far away.