Friday, May 3, 2013

No Moral

In the morning
after
cold rain–messy
constellations
smear
the wet concrete—smashed
ruddy knots of tree-
buds wasted by reck-
less wind and
long
abandoned by their branches—this is how
new worlds
get started—harsh and
muddy and without
fables;
just take it
from
these battered maples, kid—
life's a bunch of hit
and misses.

Thursday, May 2, 2013

Prosaic

Fat hungry
robin out my
window—I wonder
darkly—are you
ever bored?
At first, I almost
want your bobbing
to seem to me
like busy
nodding—but look!
how quick
your frenzied
darting, gulping
secret grubby
prizes in the
lawn make crystal-
clear your rude
and wordless answer—
what a boring

thing to ask!

Wednesday, May 1, 2013

Breakfast All Day

kissed awake by warm 
dawn of May—morning
smells;
of coffee, lingering 
coconut 
mingled in the sticky 
dark kitchen—shy crack of 
feeble 
eggshells and stale 
idea of almond
maple
butter motivating glands to wet
soft action—

later, on the hot 
road; gnarled 
pavement cooks sunnyside—bitter 
hot 
smell of burnt 
rubber, fried, smothered in acrid 
jam 
of lumpish traffic—

but it's no matter; somehow 
I still feel ticked—alive,
egged-on
by 
the same kind burn
—called hunger!

Tuesday, April 30, 2013

HAWTHORNE OUTGROWN

Romance might look 
like all wild woods 
at first—some fervid
uncurbed, hysterical 
knots of old New
England,

but the real book's 
a scraggy bit 
more like this land-
scaped sprawl that I'm
skating by on—

here, a would-be 
shock of violets
crabgrass, upstart 
dandelions, 
allowed to crowd 
the patterned assembly of 
bought-in-
bulk chunks of limestone,

there, a thornless 
tuft of tulips, multi-
colored hand-
picked bulbs swaying 
just a little
in planned rows to the laughing
jazz of docile wind,

and—back 
at home, the way 
she left me lying warm
and dark this morning;

a spontaneous kiss 
with prefabricated implications,

the new but
same old way she flew 
apart from me today—

un-proud but 
on-time,

intentionally, but not
on purpose.

Monday, April 29, 2013

Lawn Ordinance

Endless so-forth and so-
on of inestimably greenthick 
spring grass—so young and
teeming with brash yellow dandelions, 
who dared pave this 
frame around you?

Your rhythm, I think 
looks unrude
as a picture—your colors
disengage me all 
wrong and your shading 
doesn't look quite so 
hot pulled apart;

but mostly, you're 
much too 
close-by to be balanced—your green 
reaches far too unlimited 
to have ever been started—besides,

there are some things
you just can't walk around, 
things that are far too 
broad to be pretty—

all this 
big diction, for a start.

Friday, April 26, 2013

Sprinting After Heidegger

After a fast
run—panting,
latent
sweat beading,
euphoria

waxing and
quickening waves of nausea
that sweep 

down
from secret
stomach's pit to far-away
little quaking ankles—I realize,

that I've
never really felt

like giving-
in;
or like getting
high—

I've only
felt

like
being both.

Thursday, April 25, 2013

Blues for Commuters

Waiting in the slow 
lane moaning, we watched 
the bold sky clotting thickly over 
with gluey cumulonimbus 

clouds—arrayed in jazzy
asymmetry of bluegrey and cruising
allegretto westward, they felt 
the beat a bit faster than 

our clustered cars—but still remained 
neither moved nor bothered
by the overlapping and predictable strains 
flung up by their satellite radios.