how much of
our anger
gets confined
inside language—how
suddenly
out it busts
and then starves
and then dies
Sunday, December 8, 2019
Saturday, December 7, 2019
CRITIQUE OF MY FINGERS
These fingers I got
are too skinny—they are always
the first part of me
to go numb when it's cold out.
They don't know how to knead
or to sew, these
fingers I'm holding. They punch
letters on keyboards okay,
but they don't like to play piano
all day anymore, or
even a little bit. These fingers
don't snap very well, either,
even though they are stiff, they don't
bend and firmly refuse to go
crossed behind my back
when I talk. These fingers I was given
are too cryptic, I don't get them.
These fingers are so
stubborn, they have minds
of their own. I have known them
to send out some
very specific messages
which I'm certain I never
intended them to send.
are too skinny—they are always
the first part of me
to go numb when it's cold out.
They don't know how to knead
or to sew, these
fingers I'm holding. They punch
letters on keyboards okay,
but they don't like to play piano
all day anymore, or
even a little bit. These fingers
don't snap very well, either,
even though they are stiff, they don't
bend and firmly refuse to go
crossed behind my back
when I talk. These fingers I was given
are too cryptic, I don't get them.
These fingers are so
stubborn, they have minds
of their own. I have known them
to send out some
very specific messages
which I'm certain I never
intended them to send.
Friday, December 6, 2019
EITHER
Wavering light—
anemic and ancient
city star or
arcane technological device—
tonight
you give me neither
strange courage
nor prosaic dissatisfaction,
just the routine
kind of wonder
whose weakness is
its very strength.
Could this be the famous
vicissitude of nature?
Or is it, rather
it's opposite—
this pulsing skyline
apparition—bestowing
nothing, then
taking it away.
Thursday, December 5, 2019
MACGUFFIN
O the miraculous utility
of cigarettes
and mellow jazz
music, of bourbon
splashed over perfect
cubes of ice,
of tight jeans, terse bible
passages, and black
mirrored sunglasses—
it's the little things
like that—tiny touches,
mini mercies—
which make
every scene shot
look cooler, feel hotter:
him and her
wounding each other
with a vengeance
which neither one owns
over the custody of
some common-law MacGuffin;
that TNT look of hers
tunneling through him,
blasting off chunks;
him getting-off
on walking away from it all
feeling lighter, looking thinner;
both of them ignoring
the scars for a while, then
playing them up
for laughs—until
eventually, the entire cast
comes to despise
the puritanical thought
of having to act this
out forever.
Wednesday, December 4, 2019
TRANSACTUAL
Buy One
Get One
Apple Pay
accepted
take an additional
30% off
spin the big prize wheel
without going over
*
Who or what is
underwriting
all this?
It is still the same
pathos
manufactured
the hard way
from the archaic plays
of William Shakespeare
greasing
the inexplicably muddy
gears of the actual?
Or could we be
gliding now
on a more boundless source
of pity
which we suppress
instinctually
(resulting in
a clean-energy lift)
whenever we
pass one another
darkly on the street.
Get One
Apple Pay
accepted
take an additional
30% off
spin the big prize wheel
without going over
*
Who or what is
underwriting
all this?
It is still the same
pathos
manufactured
the hard way
from the archaic plays
of William Shakespeare
greasing
the inexplicably muddy
gears of the actual?
Or could we be
gliding now
on a more boundless source
of pity
which we suppress
instinctually
(resulting in
a clean-energy lift)
whenever we
pass one another
darkly on the street.
Tuesday, December 3, 2019
INGÉNU
Is it me, or do
powerful intimations
of dread seem
to flow naturally
simply from the
order of things—
all my grubbiest
daily activities
collapsing and folding
like pup tents
into clean, portable
existential dilemmas,
each one hard
as a single diamond
which is buried
in an obsidian
prison of mountains
to express—
and yet so easy
to approximate,
clone, and broadcast
via this naive, tried-
and-true, workmanlike
triangulation of
poised image, de-
stabilized image, and
cutting observation.
powerful intimations
of dread seem
to flow naturally
simply from the
order of things—
all my grubbiest
daily activities
collapsing and folding
like pup tents
into clean, portable
existential dilemmas,
each one hard
as a single diamond
which is buried
in an obsidian
prison of mountains
to express—
and yet so easy
to approximate,
clone, and broadcast
via this naive, tried-
and-true, workmanlike
triangulation of
poised image, de-
stabilized image, and
cutting observation.
Monday, December 2, 2019
BINOMIAL NOMENCLATURE
Under the strict ancient discipline
of December skies,
headstone gray
and just as heavy,
it is growing
more and more difficult
to recall the faces
of erstwhile companions—
the iridescent jetliner starlings'
and glowing
cardinals' sanguine singing,
those faithful rosy
churchyard perennials bowing
humble and drowsy
to uncomplicated wind—
than it is
simply to recite
in alphabetical order
rigid lists
of all of their names
in Latin—quick
as we can—
before we get a frostbitten rap
on the knuckles again.
of December skies,
headstone gray
and just as heavy,
it is growing
more and more difficult
to recall the faces
of erstwhile companions—
the iridescent jetliner starlings'
and glowing
cardinals' sanguine singing,
those faithful rosy
churchyard perennials bowing
humble and drowsy
to uncomplicated wind—
than it is
simply to recite
in alphabetical order
rigid lists
of all of their names
in Latin—quick
as we can—
before we get a frostbitten rap
on the knuckles again.
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